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How I Was Played On Father’s Day

So, this is a post touching on how I was treated on father’s Day. Boy oh boy let me tell you how mafas played me, on the day that, was supposed to be in the honoring of fathers/dads. I was treated as if I didn’t even f****** exist! And this is in regards to these fake a** black women who want to be acknowledged on their day set for them, but can’t appreciate a man on his day who clearly shows to try his hardest, and projects real worth and value, and I ain’t talking about Us-currency either. The only women who took the time to say anything was my mother, and my little girl and her mother, but even her shhh…. was shaky as far as I’m concerned and don’t think it was sincere. But my mother, and youngest child; those are the ones who show to be in my corner anyway.

I’m talking about these fake, snake hooka’z (Black women) who actually know me, and they know who they are. They see me, and who, I do communicate with here and there from time to time. These dry minded tired h**s; especially one in particular who I won’t say her name yet, but it’s coming, and I’m a make the b**** famous real soon when I drop the song about her, and some of these other pretenders that, I know and how horrible minded these mangy thot bots really are. I mean damn, that’s for us? I couldn’t get a simple Happy Father’s Day from none of these black women who I actually know, and have been there for, and acknowledged them and even try to esteem them to let them know that, there are men who show to try to keep the faith in them? “Your horrible ways are naught impressive.”

1 Timothy 2:11-15 

“Let a woman learn quietly with all submissiveness. I do not permit a woman to teach or to exercise authority over a man; rather, she is to remain quiet. For Adam was formed first, then Eve; and Adam was not deceived, but the woman was deceived and became a transgressor. Yet she will be saved through childbearing—if they continue in faith and love and holiness, with self-control.”

 

Maybe these women who I look to, to be for me than against me, are mad because of some of my post that expose some of they’re pretending, and wicked ways. Or maybe they just feel that, I don’t deserve to be acknowledged. Or maybe my trying to communicate with them, and how I deliver the truth just hurts so bad that, they can’t find it in self to admit their own flaws and when they might be at fault? Whatever the case, and no matter how they punk a** feel, I do have children, and I show to try and be there, and though, I may be seen in they’re eye’s naught worth the time, I clearly show to be here in living color, and show what some men don’t, and what their own children’s daddies don’t show. I have made myself available in ones time of need, and this the thanks I get? “These hooka’z got me f***ed up!”

Oon Rilla, I’ve showed to be there even when some of these hooka’z own children’s pappies wasn’t and didn’t even make time for their own seeds. Maybe I’m the sucka huh? Yea, well that’s what real katt’s like me do when you give a damn and over care for a ungrateful a** woman, which means that, I also care about her children. Why? Because, I know how it is, but this is one of the main reasons why, I am single, and naught married, because these black women ain’t right in mind, heart nor spirit “What happened to real women?” When asked could I go up to the school for a certain woman’s children did I say: “Naught my child nor my responsibility?” Well ask that b****. And show you how even them little mafas are cut too; they didn’t even take the time out to call and say shhh… neither. Smfh Relationships between men and women are fictitious #InTheseDayzOfTyme.

IT GETS DEEPER

And it don’t stop there. It gets deeper. Even my so-called children ain’t have shhh…. to say either on my day. Really? So basically, I don’t even exist for whatever they’re UN excusable excuses may be, but here’s the thing; no matter how they may feel about me, them little mafas wouldn’t even exist in this life time, nor their children either without me, gong half on them, so I’m oon they a** too oon Rilla. None of this is cool as far as I’m concerned nor does it make any sense to me. And to be honest, I’m really just venting right now, because as a man/father/dad, and artist my expression is way of trying to get some type of balance in situations like this, because I’m hurt, I’m disappointed, I feel dishonored, disrespected, turned on and betrayed by the very ones who supposed to love and appreciate me no matter my faults, and this tends to weigh heavily on ones mental.

One thing we do know if you know me, or of me is that, I know how to admit my faults when and or if I’m wrong in any way. These are the ones who should try and work towards better bonding and connecting with me, to support me, rather than bump heads and make dumb a** excuses to distant themselves from me, due to having these f***ed up attitudes with no ability to settle differences with a man who tries to reason when it comes to situations, and if anybody should have an attitude, it should clearly be me.

It just shows how horrible minded some of these black women have become, and how they are teaching their children to be just as worse #InTheseDayzOfTyme. They low minded, and disrespectful, and would rather show honor, love and respect for some of these scumbag punk a** so-called real dudes who clearly just use they ass up for what they show to be, and that’s just a “Carrier.” They go to bat for all the wrong ones, and try to make mockery of men who struggle to make them look like fools, because they are choosing to take better paths in life, but that’s too much like right The shhh… I see, but yet, I still try and give these buzzards the benefit of the doubt meanwhile all they do is try to come with that snake mind state, and pamper these suckas while paying them to be slaves so that they bend to their voodoo will, and obey their every command, and if I have to subject myself to that, then I’m straight, and you can stay your musty made up Mannequin face a**es as far away as you can from me, because I’ll do you dirty, real dirty for playing with me.

I mean how could these mafas do this to me? Oh, I think I know what it is…. Their on that “Take the man of God’s kindness for a weakness” tip. And while I’m on that, even the scriptures speak on some thing that say’s honor thy mother, and thy father right? It also says how a disobedient child will naught make it far right? But yet, some of these same “HALLELUJAH, AND THANK YOU JESUS HOOKA’Z” who talk that “I put my pastor and church first before you” type of b****** but in the same breath are the same ones who basically using God and Jesus’s name as a front.

They have really struck a nerve, and I feel violated in every way without naught even an apology. These are the same BITTER a** black women who are some of the same ones who actually see men like me, struggling to be and do right who shows to make time to be around, and active in my child’s life who act like what a katt do ain’t shhh…. Is it jealousy? Jealous of the fact that, I show some of what they wish their BABY DADDIES could project? Nope nothing special, I just try to make corrections to my own errors, and continue to work harder, and I thank the creator (God) for that, and that in itself is the difference.

And as far as my so-called children are concerned they don’t f*** with me, because I’m too zero tolerant for them, I guess. But, is that a justifiable excuse? Never have I denied them and or made myself naught available in case they just may want to take about some real life shhh…, but I just don’t have the mind time for the fake world shhhh…… I leave that for them to deal with if they so choose, but I show some of what others choose naught to show, and this the thanks I get? Never should they have crossed the line with me, and show such disrespect, and dishonor, but as the saying goes: “The creator (God) don’t like ugly” so, I just gotta “Pray 4 Those”

Exodus 20:12

“Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land that the Lord your God is giving you.”

I mean how could any women, and or her children naught appreciate a man like me, who struggles and tries to be and do right. I’ve lived the life that, some of these bust down b****** look at to be real in these dudes acts, and they’re so quick to cling to, and have their backs while katts like me, continue to be played as if ones change doesn’t matter. I know that, I’m naught perfect by far, and naught trying to be. And I may naught have that IDEA man with the fantasy look that some of these dames be trying to have a katt switch to. Try to dress a n**** up to be a show piece like he one of them funky a** mutts that they be having, and that’s probably why you see many of them with those little mafas, to replace a man who don’t play games. I know that, I am naught the only one who has experienced this, and that’s why I’m doing this post.

To express myself, the heartache and pain of man instead of going into a rage and choke the life out of one of these disrespectful a** black women, because if you wrong, you wrong, and if you wrong then be woman enough to express it. Why play me like that? I guess that’s just the world that we are living in now. So anyway, thanks for reading and feel free to hit the like, and drop a comment below with your thoughts on this topic. Am I wrong for feeling this way? I mean seriously who does this to men of God who struggle to be and do right? Make sure to press play, and listen to the song above, and leave some feedback, I’m out. Peace and many blessings to the eye’s, and minds that seek.

When A Chief Speaks

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23 Year Old Woman Killed By 20 Year Stepdaughter In Kalamazoo

Well, here we go again with another murder in Kalamazoo. Wait! There was one just last week on the north side right? So here it is another one, but this one is one that I already know that people are looking at like: “Wait a minute, something don’t seem right about this; she was 23 and killed by her STEPDAUGHTER who is 20?” Yep, that’s what the news article wrote, and I’ll leave a link to it below.

So what’s up melanated bronze black people in Kalamazoo, this is what it is coming to now huh? Just gone keep hurting, and killing each other, because ya lack in good social and communication skills knowing naught how to settle ya differences without it leading up to something like this? Do y’all naught see the illness in this situation? And even among-st our race of people? Right along with all of the prior killings and incidents that have been plaguing throughout Kalamazoo lately. Can you naught see the war being waged? A spiritual one that has man, woman and even child on it’s hit-list. I have talks with self about much of what is going on. Can someone explain to me, how #BlackLivesMatter (Something that you don’t even hear as much as you once did) in this situation? How it just seems as if many can’t even see what is right before they’re eye’s, and going on but then I noticed something else, and that something else is the fact that, some are actually seeing what the hell is going on, but they’re just looking through the lenses of different binoculars, and really just don’t give a damn. Is this true? Ask yourself, I’m just the one who knows how to bring it to manifest.

So here’s the spill from my point of view about this horrible situation. That will be either seen and deemed crazy thoughts and talk through typing, or one will choose to see it for what it is, and swallow the possible truth pill, and that is your freewill and choice that you have to deal with whether you will finally get fed up, wake up and realize that this ain’t really what you thought it was In These Day’z Of Tyme or you won’t.

People just running around pretending like there’s nothing wrong, and that the acts that are being carried out are the norm. Is that truly what y’all think? That there is nothing affecting people’s mental? If that is the case, I think you best get off that cloud of smoke that your soaring on, and come back to real life and real reality. I mean look at this situation right here. You have a 23 year old young woman who will never know what the meaning of life is, because hers was stopped. Or maybe she had that mind-set that she was already living life, because I hear that a lot from the youngsters: “Y.O.L.O” and “I’m living my life,” but from what I know at this age life hasn’t even began yet. And then, you have a woman who is 20 whose life, and freedom has now been placed on hold all because of? Well, only those who know knows that answer, but what one does know is that, it clearly shows what we are continuing to see within ones communities (Hoods) that people say they love, fight and shoot for is tragic moments like this, and the fact that both parties lose, and they’re families are only left with tears and those MEMORIAL moments that they last shared with these two.

And here’s the thing; people gone be all wrapped up around the whole age difference naught realizing that it’s bigger than that, but as always some people love to be entertained. What I see is that here is two grown women (Black) in the hood if that’s what is the preferred name (Pat-Wood) Inter Faith Homes, and if you from the streets we need naught get into how it was, and is now out there; who got into it for whatever the reason, and look at the ending result, and mind you this was on a day set for the mourning of those whom have lost their loved ones to war Memorial Day.

So basically what this is showing is that, our people are clearly showing naught to give a damn about their life or anyone else s, meaning that the trust among-st friends and family has now been damaged so bad to point where we are placing ourselves in a situation without even knowing it all because we don’t know how important self control is especially when there could be alcohol, and whatever else involved. Is it sinking in yet? It should, because it gets deeper. This is why I speak on trust a lot whether you may catch on or naught. This is why I stay paranoid and questioning whether I should attend functions that people throw, and or even deal with people nowadays, because you just don’t know other peoples mind states and what is on their mind.

I see so much loud, angry and full of attitude projecting black women more than ever now. Naught only that, but it’s even heavier on Facebook, Twitter, YouTube and whatever else that involves socializing networks. You see it, you might naught want to be honest with self and stay in denial than say that I may be right, but you see it especially if you might be one of them. Now, look at this shhh…. This was in Detroit, and just watch and listen. Sound familiar? This the same shhhh…. a bunch of yelling, screaming, hollering instigating mafas talking about how they got your back, and then? watch and you tell me.

So are anyone of you melanated, bronze black woman really taking a good look at why it appears that y’all are clearly showing to be loosing y’all damn minds? Some of you are mothers who are engaging in all of the mess that I be seeing are naught taking the time out to see what the hell is going on, because your too busy pretending and acting out the image and lives of your favorite celebrities/entertainers lifestyles. You can’t tell me that you are naught, because it clearly shows. But here’s what y’all will come up with and tell a katt like me: “Mind my business, it’s your life and you can do what the hell you wanna do.” Sound familiar? Some of you are showing some really ill actions, and then you ask why are these younger women are acting the way they are acting? Can you kinda see where I’m coming from? You think I do these post and try to reach out the way I do just because or because I’m bored and seeking attention online, I do this, because what I see, know what I know and I see and I feel that it’s important to show how important it is for woman to really be paying more attention, and realize how important man is especially one who is showing to be trying to do the work that needs to be did for the creator (God).

It’s naught going to get any better if y’all refuse to see what needs to be seen. Making excuses that don’t make sense to run around and do whatever you wanna do, because you feel and have been programmed that you don’t have to listen to anyone until tragedy hits then you wanna listen. I mean really take a good look at what your surroundings may be, your environment, the things that you choose to learn and most importantly what you are making an excuse to accept when you know damn well it’s Unacceptable. The behaviors that are being projected by one woman to another are going to either be good for you or naught. Are you really working on your mind state to mentally grow? Sometimes it takes things like this to shake people up to realize that while you might think that you are on point with the path that you should be working towards are you really? Things like this situation with these two women who are in an environment that one knows very well have now been the sacrifices in order for the people who live there to wake up and see that this is naught okay. Y’all scream F*** the police, but turn right around, and them the ones who have to respond to stuff like this regardless how you or anyone else feels.

Am I lying? I could say more, but I’m naught. I’m a cut this short, I just wanted to touch on it, because as a man who gives a damn should I’m doing my part to try and reach out with my thoughts, and say: “Hey! Are y’all really paying attention to what the hell is right before your eye’s? And you wonder why, but anyways what are your thoughts on this situation? I remember sharing the video on a post a few weeks ago of  this videoed Facebook Live in Detroit of TWO BLACK WOMEN FIGHTING, and it ended with one being stabbed in the chess, but it said that she didn’t die, and guess what you can hear people in the crowd saying: “Oh, it’s time to go, I’m outta here” really? But all of y’all were so involved, and instigating and fueling ego’s like y’all fighting dog’s in a ring until someone truly gets hurt and or dies. My condolences go out to the family and friends of this young woman. #EnoughIsEnoughKzooWakeUp!

May you learn something from this and be elevated. Peace and many blessings.

When A Chief Speaks

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Is Makeup Sorcery Real?

I found a post that, I clearly want 2 touch on. Is Makeup Sorcery Real? What I saw on rilla, it hurt to see, and for any woman to try to hide or be ashamed of the problems they may have so they look to quick fixes. Example? Click the link here—> Wear Makeup. Women (especially Black) try to make a guilty excuse for hiding they’re true self, and beauty I’ve noticed. But if you understand for a better standing; this is all part of a process to corrupt your mind woman, to BELIEVE that you need this bull shit in order to look and or feel pretty and or be accepted.

And the one behind it all is a deeper, darker source to the problem. The demonic spirits that are surfing the earth, who needs agents in order to get the dirty work done. Yea, I’m pretty sure that I may catch heat for this, and I ain’t gone say that I don’t care because I do or, I wouldn’t even waist my time in even addressing it, but the truth is the truth and especially for you (black women).

Some of y’all are completely at LOST of your identity, and it’s getting worse. I challenge any woman to debate this, PROVE ME WRONG, and I’ll gladly apologize if I’m in total error, because I go super DEEP. Not to degrade, not to tear you down, though in order for something to be rebuilt, one must start a demolition process, but to break you down, and in high hopes of helping you rebuild, to help you better identify with who you really are, and not the regurgitated, cloned copy and shameful image of what some, and my self would see as an image we all know well, and that is the image of a sad ass clown.

Truth hurt huh? Stings don’t it, probably naught if your one who is hardhearted, and want to run around and act out the ways that are projected by some of your favorite actors, rappers and entertainers am I lying? Is that naught what we see projected daily by women today? I know that goblin is mad as hell right about now, but you know what? Everything is possible, and I have faith that, you can make the transition, but you can’t do it alone. I am here, and the creator (God) is working through me, and others speaking to you.

So, if your a woman, you’re reading this right now? Don’t be mad at the messenger for your choice in the matter, and you may call me all types of names,but I really don’t care, I am naught subject to accepting the unacceptable easily. And look at the example your setting for other young ladies coming up. Because when you truly look at by choice and freewill you loose as hell, and you know it, or do you?

You are allowing self to be fooled what is that? Please stop doing this to your self. Seek the creator (God), and ask for guidance, ask questions to self, and don’t deny self help, and the creator will send it like he just did for I am just a messenger. feel free to leave your thoughts, and even correct me, if I’m in error in anyway for needing woman to return from exile. Here’s a link to this madness of photos that I found of WOMEN WHO USE THESE CORPORATIONS MAD SCIENTIST PRODUCTS <—-click here. We really need to talk about this.

When a Chief Speaks.

Blessings

~Adam the Great X~

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