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How I Was Played On Father’s Day

So, this is a post touching on how I was treated on father’s Day. Boy oh boy let me tell you how mafas played me, on the day that, was supposed to be in the honoring of fathers/dads. I was treated as if I didn’t even f****** exist! And this is in regards to these fake a** black women who want to be acknowledged on their day set for them, but can’t appreciate a man on his day who clearly shows to try his hardest, and projects real worth and value, and I ain’t talking about Us-currency either. The only women who took the time to say anything was my mother, and my little girl and her mother, but even her shhh…. was shaky as far as I’m concerned and don’t think it was sincere. But my mother, and youngest child; those are the ones who show to be in my corner anyway.

I’m talking about these fake, snake hooka’z (Black women) who actually know me, and they know who they are. They see me, and who, I do communicate with here and there from time to time. These dry minded tired h**s; especially one in particular who I won’t say her name yet, but it’s coming, and I’m a make the b**** famous real soon when I drop the song about her, and some of these other pretenders that, I know and how horrible minded these mangy thot bots really are. I mean damn, that’s for us? I couldn’t get a simple Happy Father’s Day from none of these black women who I actually know, and have been there for, and acknowledged them and even try to esteem them to let them know that, there are men who show to try to keep the faith in them? “Your horrible ways are naught impressive.”

1 Timothy 2:11-15 

“Let a woman learn quietly with all submissiveness. I do not permit a woman to teach or to exercise authority over a man; rather, she is to remain quiet. For Adam was formed first, then Eve; and Adam was not deceived, but the woman was deceived and became a transgressor. Yet she will be saved through childbearing—if they continue in faith and love and holiness, with self-control.”

 

Maybe these women who I look to, to be for me than against me, are mad because of some of my post that expose some of they’re pretending, and wicked ways. Or maybe they just feel that, I don’t deserve to be acknowledged. Or maybe my trying to communicate with them, and how I deliver the truth just hurts so bad that, they can’t find it in self to admit their own flaws and when they might be at fault? Whatever the case, and no matter how they punk a** feel, I do have children, and I show to try and be there, and though, I may be seen in they’re eye’s naught worth the time, I clearly show to be here in living color, and show what some men don’t, and what their own children’s daddies don’t show. I have made myself available in ones time of need, and this the thanks I get? “These hooka’z got me f***ed up!”

Oon Rilla, I’ve showed to be there even when some of these hooka’z own children’s pappies wasn’t and didn’t even make time for their own seeds. Maybe I’m the sucka huh? Yea, well that’s what real katt’s like me do when you give a damn and over care for a ungrateful a** woman, which means that, I also care about her children. Why? Because, I know how it is, but this is one of the main reasons why, I am single, and naught married, because these black women ain’t right in mind, heart nor spirit “What happened to real women?” When asked could I go up to the school for a certain woman’s children did I say: “Naught my child nor my responsibility?” Well ask that b****. And show you how even them little mafas are cut too; they didn’t even take the time out to call and say shhh… neither. Smfh Relationships between men and women are fictitious #InTheseDayzOfTyme.

IT GETS DEEPER

And it don’t stop there. It gets deeper. Even my so-called children ain’t have shhh…. to say either on my day. Really? So basically, I don’t even exist for whatever they’re UN excusable excuses may be, but here’s the thing; no matter how they may feel about me, them little mafas wouldn’t even exist in this life time, nor their children either without me, gong half on them, so I’m oon they a** too oon Rilla. None of this is cool as far as I’m concerned nor does it make any sense to me. And to be honest, I’m really just venting right now, because as a man/father/dad, and artist my expression is way of trying to get some type of balance in situations like this, because I’m hurt, I’m disappointed, I feel dishonored, disrespected, turned on and betrayed by the very ones who supposed to love and appreciate me no matter my faults, and this tends to weigh heavily on ones mental.

One thing we do know if you know me, or of me is that, I know how to admit my faults when and or if I’m wrong in any way. These are the ones who should try and work towards better bonding and connecting with me, to support me, rather than bump heads and make dumb a** excuses to distant themselves from me, due to having these f***ed up attitudes with no ability to settle differences with a man who tries to reason when it comes to situations, and if anybody should have an attitude, it should clearly be me.

It just shows how horrible minded some of these black women have become, and how they are teaching their children to be just as worse #InTheseDayzOfTyme. They low minded, and disrespectful, and would rather show honor, love and respect for some of these scumbag punk a** so-called real dudes who clearly just use they ass up for what they show to be, and that’s just a “Carrier.” They go to bat for all the wrong ones, and try to make mockery of men who struggle to make them look like fools, because they are choosing to take better paths in life, but that’s too much like right The shhh… I see, but yet, I still try and give these buzzards the benefit of the doubt meanwhile all they do is try to come with that snake mind state, and pamper these suckas while paying them to be slaves so that they bend to their voodoo will, and obey their every command, and if I have to subject myself to that, then I’m straight, and you can stay your musty made up Mannequin face a**es as far away as you can from me, because I’ll do you dirty, real dirty for playing with me.

I mean how could these mafas do this to me? Oh, I think I know what it is…. Their on that “Take the man of God’s kindness for a weakness” tip. And while I’m on that, even the scriptures speak on some thing that say’s honor thy mother, and thy father right? It also says how a disobedient child will naught make it far right? But yet, some of these same “HALLELUJAH, AND THANK YOU JESUS HOOKA’Z” who talk that “I put my pastor and church first before you” type of b****** but in the same breath are the same ones who basically using God and Jesus’s name as a front.

They have really struck a nerve, and I feel violated in every way without naught even an apology. These are the same BITTER a** black women who are some of the same ones who actually see men like me, struggling to be and do right who shows to make time to be around, and active in my child’s life who act like what a katt do ain’t shhh…. Is it jealousy? Jealous of the fact that, I show some of what they wish their BABY DADDIES could project? Nope nothing special, I just try to make corrections to my own errors, and continue to work harder, and I thank the creator (God) for that, and that in itself is the difference.

And as far as my so-called children are concerned they don’t f*** with me, because I’m too zero tolerant for them, I guess. But, is that a justifiable excuse? Never have I denied them and or made myself naught available in case they just may want to take about some real life shhh…, but I just don’t have the mind time for the fake world shhhh…… I leave that for them to deal with if they so choose, but I show some of what others choose naught to show, and this the thanks I get? Never should they have crossed the line with me, and show such disrespect, and dishonor, but as the saying goes: “The creator (God) don’t like ugly” so, I just gotta “Pray 4 Those”

Exodus 20:12

“Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land that the Lord your God is giving you.”

I mean how could any women, and or her children naught appreciate a man like me, who struggles and tries to be and do right. I’ve lived the life that, some of these bust down b****** look at to be real in these dudes acts, and they’re so quick to cling to, and have their backs while katts like me, continue to be played as if ones change doesn’t matter. I know that, I’m naught perfect by far, and naught trying to be. And I may naught have that IDEA man with the fantasy look that some of these dames be trying to have a katt switch to. Try to dress a n**** up to be a show piece like he one of them funky a** mutts that they be having, and that’s probably why you see many of them with those little mafas, to replace a man who don’t play games. I know that, I am naught the only one who has experienced this, and that’s why I’m doing this post.

To express myself, the heartache and pain of man instead of going into a rage and choke the life out of one of these disrespectful a** black women, because if you wrong, you wrong, and if you wrong then be woman enough to express it. Why play me like that? I guess that’s just the world that we are living in now. So anyway, thanks for reading and feel free to hit the like, and drop a comment below with your thoughts on this topic. Am I wrong for feeling this way? I mean seriously who does this to men of God who struggle to be and do right? Make sure to press play, and listen to the song above, and leave some feedback, I’m out. Peace and many blessings to the eye’s, and minds that seek.

When A Chief Speaks

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The Creator And The Universe Are My Biggest Listeners And Fans Of My Thoughts And Music

I think that, the creator (God) and the universe are are my biggest listeners, readers of my thoughts on my Gods4lo Blog and even fans when it comes to my thoughts through my creative music workings. When I go through what I go through, the only ones who I feel that are truly watching, reading and listening are the two. The obstacles that, I face in life are experiences that, I tend to have to face alone, and will either help or hinder me, so I’ve learned to try and find a way to deal with them, but it gets hard as hell, because when you know what you are up against In These Day’z Of Tyme, the fight tends to be double the weight. And though there are many of days where, I feel like just f****** giving up, I think the two sends reminding vibes to me that: “For life is a struggle, and without that struggle, there is no meaning to the struggles in life that you are going through.” Who wants to feel like their going through it alone?

 

To some, this all may sound as if I done finally lost it, and went completely crazy, because to you all this appears to be alien, because you really don’t have a standing to where I’m coming from. And whether I am right or naught matters naught. What does matter is whether I am able to feel what I am feeling, and be able to deliver it the way I am, which in itself is by choice, and knowing that, I am still able to show some type of feeling lets me know that, I haven’t allowed self to be completely overthrown and taken over by the many things in this world that has been known to turn a man straight heartless, numb, cold-hearted, bitter, carnal-minded, careless and just as evil as those who are showing it with no filter.

And knowing all of this in itself is an example of what I mean by the “Battle Of the Mind.” Some of these struggles are the many that we all are found to be going through and faced with, and it’s nothing new under the sun. So as a music recording artist/music producer Divine, and native man on the land who also tries to have a life outside of music, I too go through what I go through, because may be it’s meant. And going through what I’ve been through in life has helped me a great deal throughout my time, because there’s nothing like experience, it tends to teach the best lessons if one chooses to learn. What I’ve been through allows me to paint pictures musically with my lyrical flow, and I feel that, this is the gift that was given to me, for the purpose set even before I was conceived. It has nothing to do with being special, but everything to do with what you have to offer that just may help those along the way just as I was while on your mission in life, and til this very day.

Knowing how hard I have worked when it comes to the little that I do know, and do offer, I still find self having that feeling as if people are trying to undermine, underestimate, overlook, belittle, discredit and play me like; what I have to say, and offer doesn’t matter, and at times have me on some real f*** the world shhh…, and feeling like there is no need for me to be trying to breakdown nothing to nobody, whether it be about how important it is for oneself to be at least trying to build a relationship with the creator (God) and or working on ones mind state in order to better “Know Thyself.” But what do I know is that, I knows nothing, and though, I am a master in my own way, I still find it important to also humble self, because I am also a servant and one could easily get lost due to ones ego. Oh you didn’t know? Yea, the ego is a mafa.

So when it comes to my ability to serve, what I choose to serve is what I have worked my way to knowing, because this is what I asked for, this is what I prayed for, this is a part of my beginning stages of the change that, I feel that the creator (God) and the universe needed for me to recognize, to see and know that this is way bigger than you and I. Whether people want to acknowledge my change, and strive towards better or naught, I think what matters is that, I know how hard it has been, and how hard I have worked when it comes to my mind state so, why would I give up on that? Why would I give up on those who I know were there all my life, and was there to mentally uplift me, in my time of need? And furthermore, who gone try and debunk those truths, the truths of ones own experience, and walk?

I learned, and still am learning how important communication, better social skills, analyzing and comprehension is. And as I think back on all of this, and look at what I am now faced with many years later, I feel as if I was being prepped, and groomed for the fire (test of times).

“And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men.”

Just seeing, and knowing how everything is now in reverse when it comes to this world that we are living in messes with me mentally, because to see how people have switch sides, and traded in the natural way for the unnatural way. People have naught forgotten, but by their own freewill have been tricked into thinking one thing when it’s really another. Instead trying to see, know and try to better situations they’d rather create an even worse one. Facebook has now become peoples way of socializing, which that in itself is naught the problem, it’s how careless minded people are with the tool that is very troubling. Let’s be honest, and ask yourself: “Is your relationship way more stronger with Facebook, Twitter, YouTube and any other social platform that you feel will listen to your every cry, issue, problem etc, or is it with those whom are actually close to you who tends to make you feel like they don’t understand what you are going through, so you would rather put your all into connecting with and feeling accepted by a thumb, annotation, comment and share?” Am I lying? Your communication with people on the other side of a screen has become more important than your supposed to be stronger connection with the creator (God) first and foremost, family, friends and especially when it comes to the bonding and closeness that you should want and need when it comes to man, and woman, woman and man (better 1/2 is what I choose to say, and even your children too.

You don’t have to agree with me, you don’t even have to listen nor accept anything that, I have taken the time out to place before you, the possible reader of this post. But one thing you can never say is that, there is no one who is, and have been trying to help one see the importance of paying attention when the creator (God) and the universe speaks. And this is where I am right now, and this is why I strive to deliver no matter how hurt, no matter how let down, betrayed and ignored that I may feel, I find it important to try and now focus on the task and purpose at hand, and that task and purpose is possibly doing what was asked of us all to do. And whether you choose to or naught, I am only responsible for my own choices in doing so or naught, and that is a part of the whole freewill deal.

My creative work is a part of my therapy of the once disordered. It helps me to naught only heal the wounds that, I’ve caused to self, but even the ones that people who are close to, and or have been close to have caused as well. I see my voicing what needs to be voiced in my art, creative music work, and music production as my way of getting the work done. And even though, I feel at times that, I am naught accomplishing, and really getting nowhere; some people do show to appreciate what I am delivering and that is why, I strive to continue to try and reach the minds of those who seek, it’s just sad that the ones that really see and are showing to pay attention are those who are naught close to me in real life. It’s those who are in real life like family, so-called friends and (women) in my life who, I thought that I could depend on who tends to cause the most mental damage, and they wonder why.

No one should have to feel like they have to go through life and fight the good fight alone. No one should have to feel as if the creativeness, true value and worth that one is clearly able to show by their works are overlooked by those who choose to watch you struggle with trying to figure things out with no help from the ones who you feel should want to be involved in your visions, your dreams, your goals and to feel the need to be closer to you in order to be able to say: “I was there, and still am, because I see the potential in the workings of the creator (God) being projected threw him or her so, I didn’t want to miss out on the experience.” And you know what? I can’t name naught one individual that has and or would even think to have it on their heart to say what I just said, but it has to be on and in ones heart already in order to even be able to project these type of thoughts.

But on the flip side of this, I do know of two that does listen, and want me, to elevate and succeed. There are two who reads and who I consider as my biggest readers, and listeners of my thoughts whether it be through this Blog and or my art in music. The two have shown regardless of my imperfectness, and once upon a time engagement in the darker side has continued to be with me all of my life and never turned or forsaken me while on my journey. And so, I say today as they already know that, I truly appreciate, and thank you for being here for me, even when those who I feel should be for me, show to be against me, and being against me, is no different than going against the two, and that is something that one should naught want to do. I see a part of me, fulfilling a fraction of your purpose, and for that, I show my gratitude and appreciation by allowing the purpose to flow from, and threw, which is what you allow me to be able to do, thank you for seeing me, fit to help fulfill what you already have said that you will do. #Gods4lo

“I declare the end from the beginning and from ancient times things not yet done, saying, ‘My counsel shall stand, and I will accomplish all my purpose.’”

Peace and many blessings to the eye’s and the minds who seek.

When a Chief Speaks

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Just A Recording Artist Who Shows To Give A F***

I find it very interesting how some tend to show, and think that what I say and do whether it be projected through the workings in my music, and or on and off social networks is something that should naught be taken seriously. Let’s be very clear, I do it all, because for one, I’ve worked hard enough to be able to, and two, I’m just a recording artist who shows to give a F***. If you think I do this for fun, and or for attention purposes due to a feeling of boredom like I find many saying, you clearly are mistaken, and apparently you haven’t taken the time time to thoroughly dive deeper into my post, my music and thoughts for that matter.

Whether you may feel as if I’m on point or naught, or even see it fit for you to see anything that, I project relevant enough to even take and or give the time of day to just interact with me, that is your opinion, and choice. But here’s what I am starting to realize even more. No matter what I may say, and or do; people gone see what they see, and feel like they can do whatever the hell they want to do. People gone fret, complain, B****, be mad, pissed, angry, ugly, horrible minded, act a a**, make all the excuses in the world except find the right one, gossip, be nosy just to say that they know, belittle, and talk about someone else just to make themselves feel like their curing that miserable mindedness that they themselves are having major issues dealing with “Especially On Social Networks Like Facebook, and Twitter etc.”

Am I lying? Am I touching on something new? I think naught, but if you know this, and you are one of those type of people who are willingly doing so; then do I really need to ask you why? It is no damn secret that, people “Especially When It Comes To My Race” apparently have some major issues that we are naught concerned with trying to figure out how to address, and deal with without it always coming to the means of conflict, confrontation and violent acts carried out on one another without no real reasoning for better solutions to problems where we have to live. So instead we would rather throw (issues with self) on the back burner, run, hide and hopefully throw this carnal mindedness off on somebody else by pointing the finger any and at everyone else except being brave enough, and finding the courage to take a better look at self, and ask: “Am I working towards being and doing any better than those who I spend and invest time in the throwing of stones at someone else?” 

Am I lying? For me, this is much of what I am seeing and whether you can see or naught that these are some of the major issues that are going on throughoutEVERY BLACK COMMUNITY IN DAMN NEAR EVERY CITY AND STATE WITHIN SEVERAL STATES UNITED.” But right now, I’m speaking on two places in particular; that I am rooted in and that is: “Chicago, Illinois and Kalamazoo, Michigan.” What I do, I do for these two great cities and states that clearly have history with one another both good, bad and ugly. And if you are paying attention, you will see that there are some really ugly things going on right now in both, and it should bother you, I know it does as far as I go, why? Because, I’m just a underground recording artist who gives a F***, and I have my reasons what about you?

Am I lying? Ask yourself, because no matter what I say, there are going to be those of you who gone naught like, and gone feel how you are going to feel, and that’s your business, but if you are fed up, then you know that, what I am touching on is real. So, as a underground recording artist, I say what I say within my musical artwork, graphic artwork that paints a blunt reality picture, and try my hardest to be that change in this world that one would like to see by doing exactly what was asked of me, in hopes that you are able to see, if you are taking the time to seek. But here’s what some of you would rather do, you would rather support those rappers/recording artist, and mainstream rappers/recording artist and even those who are naught involved in the music like these mask wearers out here (So Called real Katts) who tend to whisper and or yell sweet, and sour nothings in ya ear all because that’s what you want to hear right? Am I lying? Tell me, that’s naught what is being seen and projected #RightBe4UrEye’z and the thing about it, you have naught even a clue to what’s really going on, because this is an example of what we are all facing In These Day’z Of Tyme, the Battle Of the Mind, and many are just more acceptable to bulls***, but then turn around and complain need I ask you Why our people do this?

I could go on and on, but I’m naught, I just wanted to express self, and make self very clear to why, I choose to say, and do what I do when it comes to this music, and even make time to do these post on my blog as well as anything that, I may say on these social networks. I’m pretty sure y’all see that, I have music online that you can purchase be it automatic download, and or you can just email me or call and I’ll send it via email if you feel safer donating to my work, because yes it does take fund to do what I am doing, and the creator (God) has been truly working threw those who help me, to keep my site up and running in order to do what I am able to do, and that’s keep bringing y’all knowledge and Music on and offline.

And if you chose and or are considering to support my work, I would rather consider what you give as a (Donation), because I’m really naught into all the selling. (It’s naught just about the money, because clearly you can see that money isn’t saving, curing nor helping in the situations that one faces, and if anything those who do have plenty of it, aren’t making things any better for you or me, now are they? And what they do tends to only be temporarily for themselves, am I lying? In the song In These Day’z Of Tyme, I give a thorough breakdown lyrically voicing how I feel about it, and the love that I have for Kalamazoo regardless to what I have been put threw, whether it was encounters with the police (KPD) and or ones dealings on the hood/street life tip, in the end, it was me, who put myself in it and threw it so I take the good with the bad and keep it poppin’ and movin.’ Rilla.

I’ll also add this, it’s something how those who this city, (Kalamazoo) and State (Michigan) has been known to welcome those with open arms giving and providing opportunities of living, better housing and even finances as well as HOPE for you, and your families that just seems as if some really don’t even appreciate. You were given a safer environment than the one prior, and only you know and can relate to this if you are honest with self. But now, you have those who actually LIVE in Kalamazoo who now have all of the most negative things to say about Kalamazoo, but must have forgotten about what and who helped them in they’re time of need to get where they might be now in life without even saying: “Thank you people of Kalamazoo just for the little it may have helped with.”

Anyone of you care to speak on why? I’m all eye’s and ears, and clearly know how to agree to disagree, because in the end for me, this only tends to shows those type of people’s ungratefulness, and Unappreciative ways, and now look at all that is going on in Kalamazoo and now y’all don’t feel safe, and it’s F*** Kalamazoo, and it’s time to leave now, because it’s getting so bad AFTER the fact that, you just may have and or be one of those who show to be acceptable to the unacceptable? Is this the truth? Ask yourself, because no matter what I say, there will be those of you who will try to find a way to justify this nonsense just to try and make an excuse to feeling however you gone feel for whatever the reason. To me, that’s a cop-out, and it don’t make nothing any better.

And let me naught forget about the whole Tellamazoo phrase, and that the feds arehere that, I see poppin’ right. LoL People act like this is something new, it’s naught. But the thing about it, it matters naught about the feds nor how many names y’all make out of a city, because of the acts that are clearly done naught by the city, but those within the city itself; they are the ones who are placing themselves in a position to be told on are they naught? And now that these agents like always are able to show who really running it tends to have the same katts in the streets who feel like they have it all figured out caught up with their life and freedom at risk and stake. You know, the ones who y’all just love to praise, because they’re getting money. So tell me, what does the money, fame, cars, and clothes do for you when them agents (Feds), (KPD) and (Kvet) come for you? Were they warned?

“A dude you hung with, he flawssin’ a boss whip, Stay fly all the time as he stack his chips/who’s known throughout the city to flip them whole ones and bricks.” “Suspects” 

Hmmm…. Is this song I did on the same shhhh…. some are so concerned and magnetized to when it comes to the feds snatching katts up in Kalamazoo? Here’s a clue, nothing new, no mystery to the repeating of history. So, I don’t entertain nor waist energy by getting caught up in all the talk and gossip, I just see it for what it is and do what I’m doing now. Don’t get it twisted, I knock naught ones means of trying to have something, but don’t expect me to condone nor support it, because is it naught the drugs that are also a part of this? I’ve come a long way, and though I am naught perfect, it doesn’t mean that I shouldn’t strive towards perfecting in what, I do and how I do it. So, those of you in Kalamazoo who may take the time to read this post, I hope that I have better clarified any assumptions to why I am #TheArtist4thePeople who tend to show that they are for me. And though I may naught be one of your favorite Rap and Hip Hop artist, because I choose naught to be, and act like some of your favorites, just remember even some of them might be inspired by me, they just might have a problem with acknowledging it. Possible? Maybe, maybe naught. What matters is: “Am I failing on my duties to deliver what “I Was Sent” to do, and that’s elevate you and I welcome you to be a part of growing my fan base, and support group.

I’ll end on that note. So what are your thoughts on what I’ve touched on? Feel free to correct me if I’m wrong in anyway, but make sure that you come equip with your proof, because assumptions have no standing.Make sure to check out some of the songs, and thoughts on my blog I’ve done, and feel free to like, comment your thoughts and share what has caught your attention, and what you found interesting in my knowledge and music. Don’t be afraid to support those recording artist who are really putting in work for the creator (God), because you should be able to tell the difference, and through that difference comes a choice. Support my work if you and find value and worth. Peace and many blessings.

When A Chief Speaks 

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Why Are There So Many More Acts Of Violence And Murder Popping Up In Kalamazoo?

So one would really have to question whether some people really even care what is going on around them. Yes, there are just as well as there are those who don’t, but have you even asked self why are there so many more acts of violence and murder popping up right now in Kalamazoo in certain areas? Got any idea or answers to that? I’ll wait……. Tic-tic na, better naught wait too long, because it would be like the saying: “Don’t hold your breath.” Anyway, can someone please tell me why? that’s what I said as the chorus on MC My D’s song called: “I Feel Like” just last year around about this time. But that’s naught what I want to address, I’m talking about the many issues popping up, ENOUGH IS ENOUGH KZOO WAKE UP!
Since 2009 I’ve been touching on what is now becoming a reality. And that reality is and should be very clear to the one who is able to see, it’s the #BattleOftheMind. So much I am seeing nowadays is why, I am learning to be even more aware, focused and appreciative to and for why I went through what I went through at the time that I did. And though, I feel like there are some people who are close who try to make me feel as if I am crazy, and I’m lost, have changed and don’t know what I’m talking about, I have come to realize that, even that can tend to be a distraction if you let it. I used to look at it saying to self: “Damn, maybe they are right, maybe I should go back to the old me, maybe I should lighten up a bit, and be more tolerable to much of what is accepted.” But then the creator tends to remind me, to remember and keep striving to stay on track and on course.
“And be not conformed to this world: but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God.”
And then as years have went by, and I’ve watched a lot of what I knew many years prior to come to manifest right before my eye’s, they wonder why I am the way I am, naught surprised at what we are seeing In These Day’z Of Tyme, and try to be the straight opposite.
Example? Look at the murders, and violence being demonstrated naught just all around the world, but right now, I’m more concerned about where I am, which is the united States (supposed to be for northern America). Right here in one of the greatest historical States Michigan, and Kalamazoo in itself also carries it’s good, bad and ugly as well. But now there has really been a lot of major issues going on than ever before that many are just looking at to be just some ordinary acts of stupidity going on in Kalamazoo. The Truth is is that, we are faced with truth that is also mixed with a bunch of bullshhhh…. lies, as well as possibly things that have a darker root and to make it much worse you have those who are naught making it any better by doing some of the shhh… that they are doing by the praising and promoting of nonsense but yet wonder why?
So when I look at all of this, it really tends to take a heavy tote by the weighing on of ones mind, spirit and soul. But lately what I have come to see is this: “No matter what and or how I may see things, and no matter how much I may show by my actions to truly care, and no matter how bad I may want those who are close to me, to see, realize and recognize how important it is to know what we are dealing with and up against, I CAN NAUGHT, SHOULD NAUGHT AND WILL NAUGHT force what and how I may see things to be on someone else.”
Why? Because that is part of that FREEDOM AND FREEWILL that many are talking about right now that is being attacked. We are in a time and age where the forcing of something that should already be on ones heart to do should naught have to take place, and that’s on Rilla. And I knew this, but I’ve found self to be a bit more OVER CARING about other people always have, and what they might be going through, and me being me, I know how it is to really go through shhh… especially mentally. So, I tend to go out of my way to help those who in the end have a helluva way of showing their appreciation and gratitude, but I also know that, where there are those who show to be ungrateful and unappreciative there are those who do and this is why, and where my time and art threw my creative workings in my music comes to play. The investing of ones time used as wisely as possible is what my main focus should be, because time wasted on something and or some people who don’t feel the need to change for better, who mean you no good nor want to see you prosper, grow and or elevate tends to be really nothing more than just something that one needs to come to reckoning with instead of being one naught being able to see how important purpose is, and start paying more attention when it comes to this life.
“To everything there is a season, and with season comes time, and in time also waits a purpose under the heavens.”
Is this true? Maybe, maybe naught, but what matters is is whether one is able to see and get something out of what is being said, sent and or delivered. So with my music, videos and thoughts alone. Whether it be through a post sent threw y’all favorite social spots like Facebook, Twitter, Google Plus, YouTube etc. It is part of the battle in itself, and this is what I am now able to see even more clearer now, and why I now have to work even harder to naught allow and accept certain things. What I offer is what I offer, and deliver to those who are seeking, because anything else is a possible distraction. Throughout the years, I have and still am showing to do what was asked of us all, but I am only responsible for my part in doing so, and rather than just talk about it, I have to keep the fire lit, and burning like the torch carried in a marathon and let my talk, creative music, video work and actions show.

THE BATTLE OF THE MIND CD

COMING REAL SOON

I may look to some as if what I choose to do means nothing, and has no effect, but it does as far as the whole music game and what and how I choose to bring it naught be fit in they’re eye’s and mind, but that is they’re opinion and depends on the receiver. How others want me to look, act and or even do things may naught be the way they want, but that again is they’re opinion. But one thing we do know is that, I bring whatever I do like no other. I refuse to be labeled as just another black a** nigga, rapper, who is good for nothing, can’t think, non educated, just another carbon copy THUG, HOODLUM, watered down , clown, fake, snake and can be and bring nothing more than who and what SOCIETY and any other race identifies and sees me to be, which is what many show to project, and make those who try and label you as such be seen to be right in their way of seeing our people, and I’m good on that shhh… y’all can have it.
Trying to get me to feel as if I have no other means of being no more than what they put out for me to promote self as, which is a drug dealing, killer and deadbeat shuck and jive a** punk who glorifies and can’t find a way to reach beyond what they put out for us on these streets, yea the streets that clearly shows to give a damn less about you or me, hoping it too shall continue to keep one forever blind, lost and in the end guess who paying the biggest price? Na, I’m good on all that, y’all want it you can have it.
As a man who is on a mission and has a vision, and won’t be denied, and knows that this is way bigger, deeper and darker. I just gotta do what I feel and know is best, and naught really saying f*** the rest, but just staying on top of my own business, because people are going to either recognize, and see and want to be for you or against you, but in the end this is choice, because they can see, and know and want to see you grow. ask self: “Why does it seem as if all of the darker, ugly horrible minded demonic twisted things projected are being pushed the most and by who? Black on Black crime is a major problem in many communities, and our people are seen to be the BIGGEST PROMOTERS of the many things that are showing to be a part of our destruction, and being used to program and destroy one another. Is this true? Ask yourself, and figure it out, because even when you show the possible truth people gone choose to see what they wanna see anyway, and that’s real.

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Mistake my walk and thoughts naught, because no one can tell me, I don’t understand or know how it is, because I think that the one who goes through what they have already went through is and can be seen as the living truth right? And if this is true then you think that as an recording artist representing for Kalamazoo, Michigan, I won’t stand on truth in this music shhh…? I don’t do what I do for fun, and everything isn’t funny nor a joke, but some tend to show and think that it is until tragedy strikes, and now people want to know, yea be nosy just so they can say that they know for gossiping purposes, but that’s the world the we are living in like it or naught, but you do naught have to accept it, Am I lying?
Anyways, I’m done with this one, I just wanted to express that, and promote the video above in hopes that it will get your attention, and get your mind warned up and ready for the CD, which I am finishing up. There is another one that was supposed to come before the battle Of the Mind CD, which is called: “Certified,” but I think it’s a need to get this Battle Of the Mind out first. So reader what are your thoughts on what I just typed? If you’re from Kalamazoo, in Kalamazoo and or are in Michigan I welcome you to engage with me, and comment below, like and share this with others especially family and see what they think. And though you might naught agree and don’t like what I have to say doesn’t mean that they might naught see and agree, so please don’t keep what I have to say and offer from them especially the children. And let me make this clear, this is naught about me, this is about me just placing the possible in you face, and challenge you to say otherwise, but in the end hopefully we will be able to have a meeting of the minds and even learn from one another and start seeing how important it is to be more for those who are really showing to do the creator (God’s) work.
“Do your best to present yourself to God as one approved, a worker who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly handles the word of truth.”
 
Hmmmm…. very interesting words right there. The showing of ones workings just may well present self as approved and worthy by naught being ashamed, and being diligent while handling of the word of truth correctly? Maybe, maybe naught. I’m just placing it #RightBe4UrEye’z in hopes to spark the mind. May you the reader find relevance in these thoughts for elevating you, Peace and blessings.
When A Chief Speaks
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Driver Speeding Crashes Head On Into Metro Transit Bus In Kalamazoo

So where do i start on this issue. I don’t even know where to start when it comes to what I am looking at right now, but I’m a try to share my thoughts on this in hopes that you may find elevation. I was told about this some days ago, so I wanted to touch on it. When I watched the news video on it, it took me back to a movie called: “Final Destination,” and all I could say to self was this is so sad, and so bad that they even had to use the jaws of life just to rescue both drivers.

Naught only that, but as the update read, the woman bus driver also lost a leg. But as I look at the picture above, it is very fortunate that she lived through this and or even be able to speak on this. For me, this is a perfect example to what I mean by knowing what we are dealing with In These Day’z Of Tyme, and no matter how you may take it or see it we all are facing trying times, and going through a thing, it’s the Battle Of the Mind. Whether you take the time to really pay attention or naught that is your will, but to be quite clear there are things that are taking place, and going on right now right here in Kalamazoo, Michigan. And when I think about some of these things, it tends to really touch oneself in a way where I just find self a bit stressed, depressed and even overwhelmed with the fact that these type of horrible events/accidents are happening #RightBe4UrEyez, and freak accident or naught, the way this car smashed into the front of this bus DIRECTLY ON THE DRIVER SIDE looks as if it was way more than what one would see it as.

“If the creator (God) is naught your co-pilot then you may be guided by something else”

I look at this more from a spiritual level. Some may just look at this as just another accident, but for me, I look at it differently. It just goes to show you that, even when you think you are safe, thinking, in charge, running things, in control, and got it all figured out, there will be situations like this that should make you wanna think twice. There are things among us that I really choose naught to discuss at this time, but I will say how important it is for oneself to be trying to figure out how you’re going to obtain more protection. And what I mean by more protection is a shield forged, and created by ones building of a better relationship with the creator (God) with the tools, and delivering of messages as well as signs given, because here’s the thing; you can do it alone if you want, and that is your freewill and choice. Or, you can say: “I really don’t want to go through this battle alone” and seek a better relationship, and guidance from the one, and the universe.

We get so busy within this world that, we can’t even see that we’re loosing the battle, and connections with one another, which could also be seen as members (Real Life Human and Spiritual Connections) by the replacing of the natural with man’s Unnatural way instead of the creator (God’s) way, but this is what I see. This woman lost a member as well did she naught? We loose family members do we naught? Can you see it? You don’t really know what or who you’re dealing with until you are able to better see, and know what you are faced with. So for me, I’d rather see and know than naught see and know, and that’s how I roll now. I pay more attention to things especially like this, it pays to be able to see from the goggles that the creator has given you, but you have to seek.

“And ye shall seek me, and find me, when ye shall search for me with all your heart.”

So what does the quote above mean, and is possibly saying to you? Are you being told to do something? Will it hurt or help you that is the question, and choice that you will have to make on your own by your own freewill. Sometimes it takes sacrificial wake up calls like this that will do a number on you mentally, emotionally, and even shake life back in the dead minded to knowing that, even when you think that you got it, and you don’t have to take heed nor listen, and or pay more attention when the creator (God) may be trying to get your attention all that could change in the blink of an eye, and that’s real.

So what are your thoughts on this? Will you wait around, make excuses and overlook it, because it’s naught you or someone close to you who will forever live with mental, physical and emotional scarring, and pain that this woman who lived to be able to tell the real story and how this impacted her life with no warning what soever has to deal with? Like it or , naught, but there are darker forces among-st us and it is important to start taking more time to learn, educate and naught just play offense or defense, but both especially while navigating in this world we live in.

There’s a saying: “There is power in prayer” and all one can do is send support, and prayer to this woman, and her family right now, because I don’t think anyone would want to have to go through hardships like this alone. This is why it’s important to be more compassionate, loving and considerate towards one another s situations, and even learn from them because we are all going through some things, and though those things and situations that may naught be the same thing, but we still going through them, and some people are going through them alone. Some are going through them as a test, but whatever the case and however you see fit to look at it, it’s a cold reality that really has it’s way of hitting hitting home in a way that we are forced to face, no matter what the case may be and that is the hardest truth pill that many fear to swallow.

So on that note, may this woman whomever she is find comfort, relief and the ability to get through her hurt, suffering and pain while in the process of recovery.

“Call unto me, and I will answer thee, and shew thee great and mighty things, which thou knowest not.”

Wake up people who live in Kalamazoo, Michigan and realize that, it’s more to life than what you think it is, and what you might be thinking it is really isn’t what you thinking it is. Be brave, and have, and or find the courage to recognize how important it is for you seek the creator (God) and start trying to build a better connection and support those who are doing the real work that the creator (God) has already asked of us to do. Blessings to all, and hope that you the reader are having a good Sunday, and have a safe Memorial Holiday, and may something that I have said elevate you.

When A Chief Speaks

Source: Metro Transit Bus Driver Looses Leg Due To Driver Crashing Into Bus

 

 

 

 

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