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Why I’m feeling Foreign

Why Some People In the United State of America

Got Me Feeling Foreign As Hell

I think a lot about way more than just trying to get my music out, and show that, I'm the best Rapper, Beat Maker and or Music Producer. I think about the things that, I guess I'm supposed to think about, because I could be thinking about other stuff right?

Something popped up in my head last night, but has always been the thought to how I be feeling foreign as hell when it comes to life here in the supposed to be LAND OF THE FREE AND HOME OF THE BRAVE, the united States of America. A land that, was clearly built off of a lot of business, control and bloodshed, but I'm not getting into all that today.

A land that, I don't have to ask the question of whether it loves a me, or not for it is not the land who has shown not to, but it is those who live on this great land just as I do who, and so I focus my questions to some of the people in the united States of America.

So, "Do and or can you really love this man of a different color and race?". I would say yes, but then you have those who choose not to for their own hidden reasons, which is fine, but if respect is given, then it should be returned, and I stand on those principals.

I think about how it is clearly said in the writings of the scripture (The Holy Bible) that, "I am entitled to have dominion over all in the land and on earth."

"And God blessed them, and God said unto them, Be fruitful, and multiply, and replenish the earth, and subdue it: and have dominion over the fish of the sea, and over the fowl of the air, and over every living thing that moveth upon the earth."

But then, I think about all of what has occurred throughout time. All of the racial feelings that many of these Caucasians, Europeans "AND OTHER RACES TOO" have against not just my race of people, but others too that was passed on from those of their decedents, who carry this with them, hate, unholiness and really be trying to hide it acting like everything is all good until there is a situation that moves them emotionally that causes them to get caught up in their feelings and then what do you know, the mask comes off, and then what was hidden has just manifest and been exposed, and mind you all of this is by choice and freewill, its called: "The Battle of the Mind."

I think about all of the stories told of what some of my people have went through, and how they were treated, some things like: being considered inferior, and less of a human being etc. and the craziest thing about it some Caucasians still feel that way, but  When it was clearly known that my people possessed something of great worth and value that, the oppressors saw and knew about, and feared, but at the same time was envious, jealous and full of greedy thoughts, so they did what they did. Excuse? Far from it. And there is so much more to all of this as well as so many questions unanswered.

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So when I have to think about my life while moving around as what some of these other races would call: a Colored man, Black man, Negro, Nigger, African American and any other name that SOMEONE ELSE CAME UP WITH as a title for me? I truly find it a very very hard ass pill to accept, and I won't, because I know better.You don't tell me who I am, I tell you who I am, and that's if I choose to do so, and that is the power I possess through my unalienable rights handed down to me from the supreme Creator.

Just knowing of what was, and how far my people have came, and the standing my people held as Kings and Queens is one of the reasons I don't complain, and why I strive the way I do, and mentally fight the way I do, because I know that, I am more than what and who one sees me to be, and I am more appreciative than anything for my people being strong as they were, and who they were, and they weren't just slaves. What I possess today, which  knowledge of, is what I worked hard to get and none of this would be possible without the guidance of the Creator, the universe and my will to know Thyself as I was instructed to do so. But they got me feeling foreign as hell when I have to be placed in a situation like: unexpected encounters with police officers (PIRATES) public servants who I don't even know who are out on the land in their offices patrolling, and controlling while DOING BUSINESS, and make it their business to get all up in mine.Want me to respect them, but violate me by force isn't that SLAVERY? "KIDNAP ME AGAINST MY WILL,PROCESS ME IN THEIR  WAREHOUSE (JAIL CELL) AGAINST MY WILL AND HOUSE ME LIKE A ANIMAL AND OR THEY'RE PROPERTY?" (PRODUCT) and then want me to argue and plea hoping that I bring controversy? To have a standing with anyone who practices such acts and behaviors, and tries to define who and what I am, but knows nothing about who and what they are, but wants to have control over me, playing with my life In these Dayz of Tyme says a lot.

But you wanna know what makes me feel even more worse, and more upset, let down and violated? How my OWN SO-CALLED PEOPLE HAVE ACTUALLY DONE ME WRONG, AND WILL TRY AND TREAT ME THE SAME IF NOT WORSE THAN THE SO-CALLED OPPRESSOR. And let's not forget how people treat one another. Why do I say that? Well,apparently I say it, because that's been my experience all my life, and just may well still experience it til this very day, but I now know better, and through my acts, I show better; take and embrace the good with the bad, but feeling as if I'm catching it from both ends is not something that I enjoy.

Plus, a lot is revealed to me, as far as history,and boy ole boy some of the acts that were carried out by my decedents really hurts to even think about, but I must also remind my self also that, where there is truth, it is also mixed with lies, because there's another side to every flip of the coin. But, I have to question my own SO-CALLED people of descendant in Africa, the motherland and place that I see some of my people running around with the RED BLACK and GREEN representing the SECOND LARGEST continent "Yep, the second largest, and if you didn't know NOW YOU KNOW" that were of different tribes, but similar color and said to have kidnapped and sold off other African decedents to foreign traders who they were in partnerships with who were out doing business, it was all about business conquer and control, and my so-called people were getting paid off on the low off the lives of their own people with something shiny?

It may well be true. And that also might explain why Africans who come over here to the US show through they're actions that, they hate and or can't stand us who are supposed to be their people? Not only that, but are able to even come over here a benefit by more opportunity to being able to own businesses etc. African men and the women, look at me strange as hell as if I'm their enemy why? Makes me go Hmmmm....., so knowing that, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FEEL?.



So when I think about that, and then think about all of what I see going on today with my SO-CALLED people who show to not care COMMITTING SOME OF THE SAME ACTS AS OUR DESCENDANTS back then; against they're own people today, how am I supposed to feel? And you wonder why I'm feeling foreign as hell. Upset and pissed off, let down and betrayed, because it's not supposed to be this way. I can't even trust my own people of race? Which one of them can I turn to when in my time of need without them trying to SECRETLY ENSLAVE ME?

Think I'm tripping? I'm not, and it was said to watch out for these type but, I think this all had to play out like this, because of history, the real truth of the matter, to clear up all the cover up and lies, and most importantly the lessons that life serves up, and the Creator needs us to learn and correct the rebellious, stiff-necked, hardheartedness that my people have acted out and are even doing til this day against the most high.

"Ye stiff-necked and uncircumcised in heart and ears, ye do always resist the Holy Ghost: as your fathers did, so do ye."

So do you now see why I feel this way? Because as I look at the world we live in, and the land that I was naturally born into as one of the indigenous original people, it seems that, there is more than meets the eye. I see all these people who are in the White House, congress, the GOP, senate, state and local who are holding these seats and offices who are Law Enforcement, Politicians, Clerks of the Courts, Judges, business owners, and property owners but yet, I DON'T KNOW NONE OF THESE PEOPLE, but their the ones placed in position to govern the governed? And to be honest, I'm not too much tripping about that, so as long as my rights and civil liberties are not violated and I am not dishonored then there is always room for reasoning, because when it comes to me, I am a man of reasoning especially when it comes to the law of the land.

One who is of the Creator (God) and who possesses worth and value that flows threw the bloodline who has unalienable rights to life, civil liberty while in pursuit of happiness that is guaranteed by the laws of the land that were inspired by the Creator (God) and the American National Constitution for the united States of America that was put in place to protect those rights; could that be me? Why sure it is. Want me to vote, but I know the difference, be involved participate in things that I don't even understand much about on one end, but know some of the basics and still learning. I do have some type of standing, and I show it through my actions everyday, but for some reason some people don't want me have it for whatever they're reason may be, but by right I am entitled, you strangers try and deceive me with conniving means for your own hidden agenda, and benefit, and to do that, is not upright and just and definitely not Divine

So how am I suppose to feel when facing obstacles like these? I'm out here by born-right trying to do what is right and just, have things that, I know that I am entitled to and do the work that I'm supposed to do, which is minister the word of the Creator, reach and teach and be more of the solution than more of the problem within my community, and anywhere I go, but you have people who are in these powerful positions who are so evil, and CONNIVING and so lowdown that, they are no different than those who were also committing these same acts in history.

They Got me feeling foreign as hell when I see the plays going on and my SO-CALLED PEOPLE are involved in the same deeds that they scream about the opposite race (WHITE PEOPLE), Which are actually (Caucasians)and(Europeans) and I've yet to even understand how people continue to go on acknowledging something that one can actually see with their own eyes cannot be unless your colorblind and yet if that's the case then color doesn't even matter nor count right? Or does it.

Then, there's the whole promotion of everything that is not of good. That's what I see my people (Black) promoting. My people use what was created by someone else, and then pick up the torch and glorify it, and love it to death by dancing to death and at the same time continue to do the dirty work of programming your own people with the tools that were designed for otherwise, but it just goes to show that, this is how Satan works, and it's all by design, just the blind leading the blind. The embracing of the many things that actually corrupts us especially in the music, music videos, and entertainment and even sports and we put all our energy into things that these people made like DRUGS, AND GUNS and then when it's used we have to pay the price for something that we used that isn't even our creation? And for them that gives enough reason to take your life away from you isn't that slavery? Hmmmm......

The promoting of the Dark side


But my people overlook these things that I am addressing, and would rather act how these people want them to act and that's "like a damn fool" with no thought in exercising of common sense, nor spirituality and just don't give a damn except about Jordan's shoe and any other mind controlling product that shows to have more power. And can't forget the ones being like crabs in a barrel, but what they don't realize is that, stepping on someone else s back to reach the top faster than them has always been a part of Americas image in history right? But I could be wrong.

They Got me feeling foreign as hell when all of the things I just addressed make plenty sense, and not just to me, and it might not to you now, but hopefully it will in time (Common Sense) to know the difference between wrong and right. Being able to have knowledge of for my own awareness helps me to makes better decisions now in life. Doing so shows ones Humility, which is what the Creator wants, and so is a struggle in itself, but helps oneself to find and obtain a better balance.

When I raise these type of issues, I'm looked at as the crazy one. Try to convince me that, what I see and experience is basically my mind playing tricks on me, and is all a figure of my imagination right? And don't get me started on the whole religious thing, because that is a whole topic in itself, but I will say that, it is very relevant to this post, and I note:

"religion is nothing more than just a tool, and way of establishing order with self, helping one to be a better man and or woman in the eyes of the Creator and only can be seen as bad when it is used in that order by those who are representatives of that particular faith base and who use the teachings to control and deceive."

And it was said: "Examine yourselves, whether ye be in the faith; prove your own selves. Know ye not your own selves, how that Jesus Christ is in you, except ye be reprobates?" But I'll touch on it another time.

They Got me feeling foreign as hell, and my so-called people aren't making it no better. I just feel like there's more to it, and it is, so that's why I keep the Creator(God)in the loop of my everyday dealings, because as I navigate the Creator is my co-pilot, and the universe is my energy source as I am among-st this world full of thieves, dishonest people and pirates aka (profiteers) who trying to play me like I'm foreign in my own land.

So in the end, am I really foreign? Not if I was naturally born in this great land, which makes me one of the indigenous original natives. But then, I could may well be if I am of the Creator (God) right? "So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them." And if that's the case, then that alone gives me entitlement, so as long as I don't abuse my power, show dishonor by breaking the laws of the land, and be the change in the world that I want to see. Many Blessings.


Rapper From Kalamazoo Says: “He Is The Savior Of Rap?”

The very Powerful Question Continues 2 Surface About Rap And Hip Hop Being Dead

Are Listeners Feeling Let Down

Is Rap really Dead?

We all know that Rap and Hip Hop hasn’t been the same since the old day’s of your favorites of the 80’s and 90’s. The two cultures were used as ways for Rap and Hip Hop artist to not only show that they had skills on or off the mic, but what they deliver to their audience and listeners thoughts that held substance and meaning. So what happened? What happened to the image of Rap and Hip Hop? Well let’s just say, it took a major make over and was overthrown by those who saw it as a way to push their poison by injection of the drug dealers mentality. Yes, they found a way in, and made Rap and Hip Hop they’re new playground, and by doing so, they convinced us to believe that, there way is the only way, and without money, cars, clothes and some hookers on the side you ain’t talking about nothing. Wow!!!! Is that how mainstream artists really feel about those who support they’re music business? Now don’t get me wrong, I’m not knocking the hustle of no one, the grind or how one eats. What I’m saying is that, when the shift came, and these people who run the music industry got together they had big ideas, and hardcore plans on how they were going to mentally enslave and brainwash people especially our children.

“They’re actually The Target,” using the two cultures as as tools in hopes that it would get the job done, and while they make big money off of you and I they also can be entertained by the great fall of these two cultures all at the same time. You think I’m nuts don’t you? Just the thought of it is disturbing and mind blowing isn’t it? some of these new rappers are killing the game alright; key word “KILLING” and has really gave Rap a bad rap haven’t they? And triple H.H.H (Homosexual Hip Hop) has a death certificate. Now don’t get me wrong, there is no homo phobic feelings coming from this way, but I don’t and won’t never EVER agree with that behavior, but I respect ones choice, and I let it be, but I make my self very clear on that situation alone, because it is to an agenda waging war against Blacks, African Americans whatever you wanna call it, but I’ll save those thoughts for another time.

So where was I? Oh, how these bastards are killing the game. Yep, that they are, and guess what, when you support these type of mainstream Rappers and Hip Hop artist you are looked at as an accessory, condoner, supporter and endorser of the seeds that are being planted in the minds of the new generation. Just by the glorifying of the things acts of some of these rappers is basically saying that, the new dope they’re pushing is cool to use right? Wrong!!!!!! These rappers have a job to do, its just business, and part of they’re business is to actually corrupt the minds of not only grown folks who like to party, which is no problem there, and idolize the false lifestyle that some of these clowns sell you. They’re like vampires who search for innocent minds to manipulate and work of your emotions, and feelings by illusions and deception and then sink their fangs deep into your children’s mind jugglers, reminds ya of ole Count Dracula huh? All you here from these “W”rappers, and horrible Hip Hoppers is the promoting of everything opposite of growth, and development. Money this, and money that when in the end it’s nothing but illusions that they’re selling in order for you, and your children to be reeled into supporting what is actually one of the reasons why things are so bad out here in these streets. Don’t think so?

Think about what’s promoted the most throughout the music and by some of your favorite rappers; drugs, guns, drill music, sex, kill yo ass, trapping, thugging, I’m a boss, it’s cool to be a fool, and wuss up with all the clown looks? I’ll save it for the next thoughts. And think about how hard their pushing Homosexuality and I can go on, but I won’t, I’m just giving you something to think about. So no we come to the blame game. So, who are you blaming for all this chaos in Rap and Hip Hop music? Some are pointing the finger straight at the Music Industry for all the watered down nonsense Trap crap Rap and horrible Hip hop that’s coming out. But it’s not, I think if anyone is more at fault it’s some of the mainstream Rappers who came up off their deals, and just basically turned their backs, or you have those who mixed truth with lies, because they were used as agents. And then you have those black Power types who were here, and then, I guess since they weren’t being the puppet that they were supposed to be, they got crushed, because when someone else is finding your work as the money front behind your promotion you either do what you are told, or else.

I’m pretty sure that a few rappers come to mind don’t they? So with that being said, what I came to realize is that, things are and have never been what one has thought all this time. Some of the Rappers who we looked up to were being paid off to keep you entertained, and promote Deception, and phony lifestyles of the fake and heartless. so then, you have the Music Industry that is the money and muscle behind certain rappers who are picked to fill a slot and have a shot at making it big, and being successful and famous. Some of them are potentially good, and mean well, but there are others who have some other things in mind and it ain’t just making you a star neither. All by design and some of you who know better, but yet you still support those who tell your child it’s okay to do what they’re actually telling they’re Children to not do. What? yea, you heard me right. Some of these rappers (Agents) are some horrible dudes; how you gone tell my child who looks up to you and likes your music that it’s alright to trap or die, glorify death, and promote it your products and works, but turn yo deceiving ass right around and make sure that you tell yours to go to school?

Poison mine, and save yours? Who the does that? But then you have to think about who supports them? Y’all do, and don’t act like you don’t. Anyway, it is now deemed that Hip Hop is dead, and Rap is nothing but crap and there is no hope for either, because all of the great ones have made their money and now they’ve moved on leaving the cultures for the next vultures to feast on, because in the end it’s just business right? But what about the children who are coming up in the new Generation? And as you can see, it is all going as planned for those who sit behind the scenes at they’re the desk watching the sparks fly, because whether you know it or not, there was an agenda from the start by those who saw a way of using the cultures to not only make big money, but also a way of having control over listeners, fans etc. And that ain’t even the half, but I won’t get into that right now. What I do want to get into is the fact that, though you have these (Corrupt Music Pushing Agents) out here, there is still hope. There are rappers who are coming to the forefront who are against the agenda to poison and corrupt the minds of me, you and our children. There are still real rappers coming out, and not for selling out. The thing about it, they are struggling because some of y’all are so caught up in the illusion that you just overlook these real Rappers work, and guess what; there are those who really don’t want you to know that there are artist who are coming out who are for the good, right and just of the people.

The type of artist who work day and night trying to put projects together for listeners such as your self, but you must also remember this; it is you the people whose thoughts, and time that count too. do you not know how important it is for you to search, find and engage with artist who are giving you food for thought? His mission is to take back what was stolen. Take it for example Michigan is well known for talent to surface from it. Big names like Derrick Jetter, T.J.Duckett and Greg Jennings are some well known famous names who are successful athletes who got they’re big break coming straight outta a familiar city called: Kalamazoo. Well, this city not only has talent in the athlete field, but there’s also very unique and inspiring Rappers making their intro strong, powerful and ambitious. A storm coming. What is this storm? A lyrical Hardcore Gospel Rapper who comes from the streets of Kalamazoo who goes by the name Chief Adam the Great is on the rise. But this artist/rapper is not just your average Gospel Rapper coming out, this artist/rapper is really stirring up a storm of controversy when it comes to his music, and thoughts. This rapper is saying that “He is the savior of Rap,” he really didn’t comment on Hip Hop, but did say that, “As a versatile artist with #Gods4lo, I am able to represent for both cultures, no one is doing it like me, nor can I be mistaken as a clone of your favorite Rapper.” His main focus is on taking back Rap by doing the work of God by being the salt and the light that is truly needed right now. This artist is proving to live up to his name/title by being great at what he does, and his new video called:Man of Steel (God’s 4lo) is really an eyeful, ear and attention catcher.


Chief Adam the Great aka ZOORILLA

The Title alone says enough to make you wonder what he is bringing to the table. In this video he is not holding back nothing, and going all the way in showing his skills as a real rapper and straight lyrical madman with his genius and insane type flow. He also drops some big names who are mainstream, and others who are rappers from Kalamazoo as well. In a bar he says: “I’m a spiritual lyrical madman from K-zoo, I’m a badman, but good at heart and can be coldblooded like Triple Darkness?” Hmmm…. What or who is Triple Darkness? And then he goes in really giving his listeners straight #Gods4lo when he says: “So take heed whack rappers, black face menstrual tappers/ I got three words, you a sellout, manipulated by the hands of the wicked?” Whoa! I’m a leave it right there. Well, if you didn’t know about this Rapper, you do now. He also has a hit single that’s elevating minds called: “In These Day’z of tyme” (Think About It that is from his Ep. from 2011. A lot of people are talking about this song alone, and it is said that he is also working on his album project called: ‘The battle of the Mind.” All I can say is, if God has anything to do with this Rapper, we are indeed in for a hardcore awakening.

Make sure to check out Chief Adam the Great’s Music 4 the Mind, and pay attention to how he breaks down the scriptures for you. Don’t forget to subscribe to me #Gods4lo list, I’m out peace and many blessings.


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