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The Creator And The Universe Are My Biggest Listeners And Fans Of My Thoughts And Music

I think that, the creator (God) and the universe are are my biggest listeners, readers of my thoughts on my Gods4lo Blog and even fans when it comes to my thoughts through my creative music workings. When I go through what I go through, the only ones who I feel that are truly watching, reading and listening are the two. The obstacles that, I face in life are experiences that, I tend to have to face alone, and will either help or hinder me, so I’ve learned to try and find a way to deal with them, but it gets hard as hell, because when you know what you are up against In These Day’z Of Tyme, the fight tends to be double the weight. And though there are many of days where, I feel like just f****** giving up, I think the two sends reminding vibes to me that: “For life is a struggle, and without that struggle, there is no meaning to the struggles in life that you are going through.” Who wants to feel like their going through it alone?

 

To some, this all may sound as if I done finally lost it, and went completely crazy, because to you all this appears to be alien, because you really don’t have a standing to where I’m coming from. And whether I am right or naught matters naught. What does matter is whether I am able to feel what I am feeling, and be able to deliver it the way I am, which in itself is by choice, and knowing that, I am still able to show some type of feeling lets me know that, I haven’t allowed self to be completely overthrown and taken over by the many things in this world that has been known to turn a man straight heartless, numb, cold-hearted, bitter, carnal-minded, careless and just as evil as those who are showing it with no filter.

And knowing all of this in itself is an example of what I mean by the “Battle Of the Mind.” Some of these struggles are the many that we all are found to be going through and faced with, and it’s nothing new under the sun. So as a music recording artist/music producer Divine, and native man on the land who also tries to have a life outside of music, I too go through what I go through, because may be it’s meant. And going through what I’ve been through in life has helped me a great deal throughout my time, because there’s nothing like experience, it tends to teach the best lessons if one chooses to learn. What I’ve been through allows me to paint pictures musically with my lyrical flow, and I feel that, this is the gift that was given to me, for the purpose set even before I was conceived. It has nothing to do with being special, but everything to do with what you have to offer that just may help those along the way just as I was while on your mission in life, and til this very day.

Knowing how hard I have worked when it comes to the little that I do know, and do offer, I still find self having that feeling as if people are trying to undermine, underestimate, overlook, belittle, discredit and play me like; what I have to say, and offer doesn’t matter, and at times have me on some real f*** the world shhh…, and feeling like there is no need for me to be trying to breakdown nothing to nobody, whether it be about how important it is for oneself to be at least trying to build a relationship with the creator (God) and or working on ones mind state in order to better “Know Thyself.” But what do I know is that, I knows nothing, and though, I am a master in my own way, I still find it important to also humble self, because I am also a servant and one could easily get lost due to ones ego. Oh you didn’t know? Yea, the ego is a mafa.

So when it comes to my ability to serve, what I choose to serve is what I have worked my way to knowing, because this is what I asked for, this is what I prayed for, this is a part of my beginning stages of the change that, I feel that the creator (God) and the universe needed for me to recognize, to see and know that this is way bigger than you and I. Whether people want to acknowledge my change, and strive towards better or naught, I think what matters is that, I know how hard it has been, and how hard I have worked when it comes to my mind state so, why would I give up on that? Why would I give up on those who I know were there all my life, and was there to mentally uplift me, in my time of need? And furthermore, who gone try and debunk those truths, the truths of ones own experience, and walk?

I learned, and still am learning how important communication, better social skills, analyzing and comprehension is. And as I think back on all of this, and look at what I am now faced with many years later, I feel as if I was being prepped, and groomed for the fire (test of times).

“And whatsoever ye do, do it heartily, as to the Lord, and not unto men.”

Just seeing, and knowing how everything is now in reverse when it comes to this world that we are living in messes with me mentally, because to see how people have switch sides, and traded in the natural way for the unnatural way. People have naught forgotten, but by their own freewill have been tricked into thinking one thing when it’s really another. Instead trying to see, know and try to better situations they’d rather create an even worse one. Facebook has now become peoples way of socializing, which that in itself is naught the problem, it’s how careless minded people are with the tool that is very troubling. Let’s be honest, and ask yourself: “Is your relationship way more stronger with Facebook, Twitter, YouTube and any other social platform that you feel will listen to your every cry, issue, problem etc, or is it with those whom are actually close to you who tends to make you feel like they don’t understand what you are going through, so you would rather put your all into connecting with and feeling accepted by a thumb, annotation, comment and share?” Am I lying? Your communication with people on the other side of a screen has become more important than your supposed to be stronger connection with the creator (God) first and foremost, family, friends and especially when it comes to the bonding and closeness that you should want and need when it comes to man, and woman, woman and man (better 1/2 is what I choose to say, and even your children too.

You don’t have to agree with me, you don’t even have to listen nor accept anything that, I have taken the time out to place before you, the possible reader of this post. But one thing you can never say is that, there is no one who is, and have been trying to help one see the importance of paying attention when the creator (God) and the universe speaks. And this is where I am right now, and this is why I strive to deliver no matter how hurt, no matter how let down, betrayed and ignored that I may feel, I find it important to try and now focus on the task and purpose at hand, and that task and purpose is possibly doing what was asked of us all to do. And whether you choose to or naught, I am only responsible for my own choices in doing so or naught, and that is a part of the whole freewill deal.

My creative work is a part of my therapy of the once disordered. It helps me to naught only heal the wounds that, I’ve caused to self, but even the ones that people who are close to, and or have been close to have caused as well. I see my voicing what needs to be voiced in my art, creative music work, and music production as my way of getting the work done. And even though, I feel at times that, I am naught accomplishing, and really getting nowhere; some people do show to appreciate what I am delivering and that is why, I strive to continue to try and reach the minds of those who seek, it’s just sad that the ones that really see and are showing to pay attention are those who are naught close to me in real life. It’s those who are in real life like family, so-called friends and (women) in my life who, I thought that I could depend on who tends to cause the most mental damage, and they wonder why.

No one should have to feel like they have to go through life and fight the good fight alone. No one should have to feel as if the creativeness, true value and worth that one is clearly able to show by their works are overlooked by those who choose to watch you struggle with trying to figure things out with no help from the ones who you feel should want to be involved in your visions, your dreams, your goals and to feel the need to be closer to you in order to be able to say: “I was there, and still am, because I see the potential in the workings of the creator (God) being projected threw him or her so, I didn’t want to miss out on the experience.” And you know what? I can’t name naught one individual that has and or would even think to have it on their heart to say what I just said, but it has to be on and in ones heart already in order to even be able to project these type of thoughts.

But on the flip side of this, I do know of two that does listen, and want me, to elevate and succeed. There are two who reads and who I consider as my biggest readers, and listeners of my thoughts whether it be through this Blog and or my art in music. The two have shown regardless of my imperfectness, and once upon a time engagement in the darker side has continued to be with me all of my life and never turned or forsaken me while on my journey. And so, I say today as they already know that, I truly appreciate, and thank you for being here for me, even when those who I feel should be for me, show to be against me, and being against me, is no different than going against the two, and that is something that one should naught want to do. I see a part of me, fulfilling a fraction of your purpose, and for that, I show my gratitude and appreciation by allowing the purpose to flow from, and threw, which is what you allow me to be able to do, thank you for seeing me, fit to help fulfill what you already have said that you will do. #Gods4lo

“I declare the end from the beginning and from ancient times things not yet done, saying, ‘My counsel shall stand, and I will accomplish all my purpose.’”

Peace and many blessings to the eye’s and the minds who seek.

When a Chief Speaks

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Just A Recording Artist Who Shows To Give A F***

I find it very interesting how some tend to show, and think that what I say and do whether it be projected through the workings in my music, and or on and off social networks is something that should naught be taken seriously. Let’s be very clear, I do it all, because for one, I’ve worked hard enough to be able to, and two, I’m just a recording artist who shows to give a F***. If you think I do this for fun, and or for attention purposes due to a feeling of boredom like I find many saying, you clearly are mistaken, and apparently you haven’t taken the time time to thoroughly dive deeper into my post, my music and thoughts for that matter.

Whether you may feel as if I’m on point or naught, or even see it fit for you to see anything that, I project relevant enough to even take and or give the time of day to just interact with me, that is your opinion, and choice. But here’s what I am starting to realize even more. No matter what I may say, and or do; people gone see what they see, and feel like they can do whatever the hell they want to do. People gone fret, complain, B****, be mad, pissed, angry, ugly, horrible minded, act a a**, make all the excuses in the world except find the right one, gossip, be nosy just to say that they know, belittle, and talk about someone else just to make themselves feel like their curing that miserable mindedness that they themselves are having major issues dealing with “Especially On Social Networks Like Facebook, and Twitter etc.”

Am I lying? Am I touching on something new? I think naught, but if you know this, and you are one of those type of people who are willingly doing so; then do I really need to ask you why? It is no damn secret that, people “Especially When It Comes To My Race” apparently have some major issues that we are naught concerned with trying to figure out how to address, and deal with without it always coming to the means of conflict, confrontation and violent acts carried out on one another without no real reasoning for better solutions to problems where we have to live. So instead we would rather throw (issues with self) on the back burner, run, hide and hopefully throw this carnal mindedness off on somebody else by pointing the finger any and at everyone else except being brave enough, and finding the courage to take a better look at self, and ask: “Am I working towards being and doing any better than those who I spend and invest time in the throwing of stones at someone else?” 

Am I lying? For me, this is much of what I am seeing and whether you can see or naught that these are some of the major issues that are going on throughoutEVERY BLACK COMMUNITY IN DAMN NEAR EVERY CITY AND STATE WITHIN SEVERAL STATES UNITED.” But right now, I’m speaking on two places in particular; that I am rooted in and that is: “Chicago, Illinois and Kalamazoo, Michigan.” What I do, I do for these two great cities and states that clearly have history with one another both good, bad and ugly. And if you are paying attention, you will see that there are some really ugly things going on right now in both, and it should bother you, I know it does as far as I go, why? Because, I’m just a underground recording artist who gives a F***, and I have my reasons what about you?

Am I lying? Ask yourself, because no matter what I say, there are going to be those of you who gone naught like, and gone feel how you are going to feel, and that’s your business, but if you are fed up, then you know that, what I am touching on is real. So, as a underground recording artist, I say what I say within my musical artwork, graphic artwork that paints a blunt reality picture, and try my hardest to be that change in this world that one would like to see by doing exactly what was asked of me, in hopes that you are able to see, if you are taking the time to seek. But here’s what some of you would rather do, you would rather support those rappers/recording artist, and mainstream rappers/recording artist and even those who are naught involved in the music like these mask wearers out here (So Called real Katts) who tend to whisper and or yell sweet, and sour nothings in ya ear all because that’s what you want to hear right? Am I lying? Tell me, that’s naught what is being seen and projected #RightBe4UrEye’z and the thing about it, you have naught even a clue to what’s really going on, because this is an example of what we are all facing In These Day’z Of Tyme, the Battle Of the Mind, and many are just more acceptable to bulls***, but then turn around and complain need I ask you Why our people do this?

I could go on and on, but I’m naught, I just wanted to express self, and make self very clear to why, I choose to say, and do what I do when it comes to this music, and even make time to do these post on my blog as well as anything that, I may say on these social networks. I’m pretty sure y’all see that, I have music online that you can purchase be it automatic download, and or you can just email me or call and I’ll send it via email if you feel safer donating to my work, because yes it does take fund to do what I am doing, and the creator (God) has been truly working threw those who help me, to keep my site up and running in order to do what I am able to do, and that’s keep bringing y’all knowledge and Music on and offline.

And if you chose and or are considering to support my work, I would rather consider what you give as a (Donation), because I’m really naught into all the selling. (It’s naught just about the money, because clearly you can see that money isn’t saving, curing nor helping in the situations that one faces, and if anything those who do have plenty of it, aren’t making things any better for you or me, now are they? And what they do tends to only be temporarily for themselves, am I lying? In the song In These Day’z Of Tyme, I give a thorough breakdown lyrically voicing how I feel about it, and the love that I have for Kalamazoo regardless to what I have been put threw, whether it was encounters with the police (KPD) and or ones dealings on the hood/street life tip, in the end, it was me, who put myself in it and threw it so I take the good with the bad and keep it poppin’ and movin.’ Rilla.

I’ll also add this, it’s something how those who this city, (Kalamazoo) and State (Michigan) has been known to welcome those with open arms giving and providing opportunities of living, better housing and even finances as well as HOPE for you, and your families that just seems as if some really don’t even appreciate. You were given a safer environment than the one prior, and only you know and can relate to this if you are honest with self. But now, you have those who actually LIVE in Kalamazoo who now have all of the most negative things to say about Kalamazoo, but must have forgotten about what and who helped them in they’re time of need to get where they might be now in life without even saying: “Thank you people of Kalamazoo just for the little it may have helped with.”

Anyone of you care to speak on why? I’m all eye’s and ears, and clearly know how to agree to disagree, because in the end for me, this only tends to shows those type of people’s ungratefulness, and Unappreciative ways, and now look at all that is going on in Kalamazoo and now y’all don’t feel safe, and it’s F*** Kalamazoo, and it’s time to leave now, because it’s getting so bad AFTER the fact that, you just may have and or be one of those who show to be acceptable to the unacceptable? Is this the truth? Ask yourself, because no matter what I say, there will be those of you who will try to find a way to justify this nonsense just to try and make an excuse to feeling however you gone feel for whatever the reason. To me, that’s a cop-out, and it don’t make nothing any better.

And let me naught forget about the whole Tellamazoo phrase, and that the feds arehere that, I see poppin’ right. LoL People act like this is something new, it’s naught. But the thing about it, it matters naught about the feds nor how many names y’all make out of a city, because of the acts that are clearly done naught by the city, but those within the city itself; they are the ones who are placing themselves in a position to be told on are they naught? And now that these agents like always are able to show who really running it tends to have the same katts in the streets who feel like they have it all figured out caught up with their life and freedom at risk and stake. You know, the ones who y’all just love to praise, because they’re getting money. So tell me, what does the money, fame, cars, and clothes do for you when them agents (Feds), (KPD) and (Kvet) come for you? Were they warned?

“A dude you hung with, he flawssin’ a boss whip, Stay fly all the time as he stack his chips/who’s known throughout the city to flip them whole ones and bricks.” “Suspects” 

Hmmm…. Is this song I did on the same shhhh…. some are so concerned and magnetized to when it comes to the feds snatching katts up in Kalamazoo? Here’s a clue, nothing new, no mystery to the repeating of history. So, I don’t entertain nor waist energy by getting caught up in all the talk and gossip, I just see it for what it is and do what I’m doing now. Don’t get it twisted, I knock naught ones means of trying to have something, but don’t expect me to condone nor support it, because is it naught the drugs that are also a part of this? I’ve come a long way, and though I am naught perfect, it doesn’t mean that I shouldn’t strive towards perfecting in what, I do and how I do it. So, those of you in Kalamazoo who may take the time to read this post, I hope that I have better clarified any assumptions to why I am #TheArtist4thePeople who tend to show that they are for me. And though I may naught be one of your favorite Rap and Hip Hop artist, because I choose naught to be, and act like some of your favorites, just remember even some of them might be inspired by me, they just might have a problem with acknowledging it. Possible? Maybe, maybe naught. What matters is: “Am I failing on my duties to deliver what “I Was Sent” to do, and that’s elevate you and I welcome you to be a part of growing my fan base, and support group.

I’ll end on that note. So what are your thoughts on what I’ve touched on? Feel free to correct me if I’m wrong in anyway, but make sure that you come equip with your proof, because assumptions have no standing.Make sure to check out some of the songs, and thoughts on my blog I’ve done, and feel free to like, comment your thoughts and share what has caught your attention, and what you found interesting in my knowledge and music. Don’t be afraid to support those recording artist who are really putting in work for the creator (God), because you should be able to tell the difference, and through that difference comes a choice. Support my work if you and find value and worth. Peace and many blessings.

When A Chief Speaks 

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