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How I Was Played On Father’s Day

So, this is a post touching on how I was treated on father’s Day. Boy oh boy let me tell you how mafas played me, on the day that, was supposed to be in the honoring of fathers/dads. I was treated as if I didn’t even f****** exist! And this is in regards to these fake a** black women who want to be acknowledged on their day set for them, but can’t appreciate a man on his day who clearly shows to try his hardest, and projects real worth and value, and I ain’t talking about Us-currency either. The only women who took the time to say anything was my mother, and my little girl and her mother, but even her shhh…. was shaky as far as I’m concerned and don’t think it was sincere. But my mother, and youngest child; those are the ones who show to be in my corner anyway.

I’m talking about these fake, snake hooka’z (Black women) who actually know me, and they know who they are. They see me, and who, I do communicate with here and there from time to time. These dry minded tired h**s; especially one in particular who I won’t say her name yet, but it’s coming, and I’m a make the b**** famous real soon when I drop the song about her, and some of these other pretenders that, I know and how horrible minded these mangy thot bots really are. I mean damn, that’s for us? I couldn’t get a simple Happy Father’s Day from none of these black women who I actually know, and have been there for, and acknowledged them and even try to esteem them to let them know that, there are men who show to try to keep the faith in them? “Your horrible ways are naught impressive.”

1 Timothy 2:11-15 

“Let a woman learn quietly with all submissiveness. I do not permit a woman to teach or to exercise authority over a man; rather, she is to remain quiet. For Adam was formed first, then Eve; and Adam was not deceived, but the woman was deceived and became a transgressor. Yet she will be saved through childbearing—if they continue in faith and love and holiness, with self-control.”

 Maybe these women who I look to, to be for me than against me, are mad because of some of my post that expose some of they’re pretending, and wicked ways. Or maybe they just feel that, I don’t deserve to be acknowledged. Or maybe my trying to communicate with them, and how I deliver the truth just hurts so bad that, they can’t find it in self to admit their own flaws and when they might be at fault? Whatever the case, and no matter how they punk a** feel, I do have children, and I show to try and be there, and though, I may be seen in they’re eye’s naught worth the time, I clearly show to be here in living color, and show what some men don’t, and what their own children’s daddies don’t show. I have made myself available in one’s time of need, and this the thanks I get? “These hooka’z got me f***ed up!”

Oon Rilla, I’ve shown to be there even when some of these hooka’z own children’s pappies wasn’t and didn’t even make time for their own seeds. Maybe I’m the sucka huh? Yea, well that’s what real katt’s like me do when you give a damn and over care for an ungrateful a** woman, which means that, I also care about her children. Why? Because, I know how it is, but this is one of the main reasons why, I am single, and naught married, because these black women ain’t right in mind, heart nor spirit “What happened to real women?” When asked could I go up to the school for a certain woman’s children did I say: “Naught my child nor my responsibility?” Well ask that b****. And show you how even them little mafas are cut too; they didn’t even take the time out to call and say shhh… neither. Smfh Relationships between men and women are fictitious #InTheseDayzOfTyme.

IT GETS DEEPER

And it don’t stop there. It gets deeper. Even my so-called children ain’t have shhh…. to say either on my day. Really? So basically, I don’t even exist for whatever they’re UN excusable excuses may be, but here’s the thing; no matter how they may feel about me, them little mafas wouldn’t even exist in this life time, nor their children either without me, gong half on them, so I’m oon they a** too oon Rilla. None of this is cool as far as I’m concerned nor does it make any sense to me. And to be honest, I’m really just venting right now, because as a man/father/dad, and artist my expression is way of trying to get some type of balance in situations like this, because I’m hurt, I’m disappointed, I feel dishonored, disrespected, turned on and betrayed by the very ones who supposed to love and appreciate me no matter my faults, and this tends to weigh heavily on ones mental.

One thing we do know if you know me, or of me is that, I know how to admit my faults when and or if I’m wrong in any way. These are the ones who should try to work towards better bonding and connecting with me, to support me, rather than bump heads and make dumb a** excuses to distant themselves from me, due to having these f***ed up attitudes with no ability to settle differences with a man who tries to reason when it comes to situations, and if anybody should have an attitude, it should clearly be me.

It just shows how horrible minded some of these black women have become, and how they are teaching their children to be just as worse #InTheseDayzOfTyme. They low-minded, and disrespectful, and would rather show honor, love and respect for some of these scumbag punk a** so-called real dudes who clearly just use they ass up for what they show to be, and that’s just a “Carrier.” They go to bat for all the wrong ones, and try to make mockery of men who struggle to make them look like fools, because they are choosing to take better paths in life, but that’s too much like right The shhh… I see, but yet, I still try to give these buzzards the benefit of the doubt meanwhile all they do is trying to come with that snake mind state, and pamper these suckas while paying them to be slaves so that they bend to their voodoo will, and obey their every command, and if I have to subject myself to that, then I’m straight, and you can stay your musty made up Mannequin face a**es as far away as you can from me, because I’ll do you dirty, real dirty for playing with me.

I mean how could these mafas do this to me? Oh, I think I know what it is…. Their on that “Take the man of God’s kindness for a weakness” tip. And while I’m on that, even the scriptures speak on some thing that say’s honor thy mother, and thy father right? It also says how a disobedient child will naught make it far right? But yet, some of these same “HALLELUJAH, AND THANK YOU JESUS HOOKA’Z” who talk that “I put my pastor and church first before you” type of b****** but in the same breath are the same ones who basically using God and Jesus’s name as a front.

They have really struck a nerve, and I feel violated in every way without naught even an apology. These are the same BITTER a** black women who are some of the same ones who actually see men like me, struggling to be and do right who shows to make time to be around, and active in my child’s life who act like what a katt do ain’t shhh…. Is it jealousy? Jealous of the fact that, I show some of what they wish their BABY DADDIES could project? Nope nothing special, I just try to make corrections to my own errors, and continue to work harder, and I thank the creator (God) for that, and that in itself is the difference.

And as far as my so-called children are concerned they don’t f*** with me, because I’m too zero tolerant for them, I guess. But, is that a justifiable excuse? Never have I denied them and or made myself naught available in case they just may want to take about some real life shhh…, but I just don’t have the mind time for the fake world shhhh…… I leave that for them to deal with if they so choose, but I show some of what others choose naught to show, and this the thanks I get? Never should they have crossed the line with me, and show such disrespect, and dishonor, but as the saying goes: “The creator (God) don’t like ugly” so, I just gotta “Pray 4 Those”

Exodus 20:12

“Honor your father and your mother, that your days may be long in the land that the Lord your God is giving you.”

I mean how could any women, and or her children naught appreciate a man like me, who struggles and tries to be and do right. I’ve lived the life that, some of these bust down b****** look at to be real in these dudes acts, and they’re so quick to cling to, and have their backs while katts like me, continue to be played as if ones change doesn’t matter. I know that, I’m naught perfect by far, and naught trying to be. And I may naught have that IDEA man with the fantasy look that some of these dames be trying to have a katt switch to. Try to dress a n**** up to be a show piece like he one of them funky a** mutts that they be having, and that’s probably why you see many of them with those little mafas, to replace a man who don’t play games. I know that, I am naught the only one who has experienced this, and that’s why I’m doing this post.

To express myself, the heartache and pain of man instead of going into a rage and choke the life out of one of these disrespectful a** black women, because if you wrong, you wrong, and if you wrong then be woman enough to express it. Why play me like that? I guess that’s just the world that we are living in now. So anyway, thanks for reading and feel free to hit the like, and drop a comment below with your thoughts on this topic. Am I wrong for feeling this way? I mean seriously who does this to men of God who struggle to be and do right? Make sure to press play, and listen to the song above, and leave some feedback, I’m out. Peace and many blessings to the eye’s, and minds that seek.

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Are Men Continuing To Allow Women To Help Them Fall Short Of Glory Because of Acceptance?

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The struggle on the mind of (Black American) (African American) (Native American) and men in general is a heavy one. When I see some of the things that I see, and hear some of the thoughts that I hear that come from women nowadays is at times beyond reasoning and troubling. And if you’re a man who’s also able to see, and or kinda get the feel to where I’m coming from then you like self have to really start asking self some questions to what the hell is really going on when it comes to some of these women out here in society and or on line who are showing to clearly be outta control.

Let them tell it “Women,” nothing is wrong with talking to a man recklessly, acting tough and trying to go up against a man getting all in his face, trying to spit on him, putting their hands all in his face moving around all wild and talking loud, but saying nothing. Naught only that, but also have shown to be so mentally outta control to the point where they’ve even shown to have overthrown the dude’s position that their dealing with clearly making him look like a straight sap, simp, wimp and soft in the middle man.

Now, is this true? Well you tell me! Are there naught women (Black American) (African American) women, and women of other creeds too, but right now, I on you the one’s running around on the loose acting WILD throwing they’re weave around super loud talking about pop a bottle and or blow one, fighting and teaching younger girls by they’re actions that this is the way? Have you naught witnessed some of these women especially on videos on these social network sites like (Facebook) and (YouTube) who what they would use as an excuse “Doing Them” straight cutting up?

Yes, you clearly have, but some of you guys look at this type of behavior (Carnal Minded Mental Slave Mentality) to be all good, acceptable “Gangsta” “Boss” “Hood” “Down @#% chick” and so very attracting to the point where you excuse it, and allow it to go on. But here’s the real reality to this acceptable madness. Any and everybody are entitled to their freewill to feel like they can do whatever the hell they want, make an @%# of themselves in public just so long as you are naught causing lose, harm and or infringing on someone Else’s space and property, but with this entitlement does that mean that you just loose yo damn mind while your at?

Well, I don’t hate to break it to ya, but some of them are doing all of the above, and even worse, it’s causing men to get either hurt, they hurt someone, and or even kill or get killed all because of a women’s freewill and choice to feel like she can say and do anything she pleases, and she has a man who she can send off and gone and take it for the team. And you wanna know whats worse? She’ll be off to the next dummy who will bend to her horrible ways and will in thought.

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Now, there is hope and light at the end of this post tunnel. There are (Black Women) (African American) women who can and do show that there is a need to work on their self, mind state and are able to think better, be and try to do better just by what is projected from they’re mind, and desires the same for man. There are some women who are truly for and in support of some of us men who are showing through our actions mentally and physically that we too are making efforts and improvements in naught allowing self to continue to be followers, clones wimps, simps, and soft in the middle. However, enough men such as self are naught supported by women especially the ones who are close as one should. Why is this? Kalamazoo Rap artist is touching the hearts of people with his music 4 the mind

Well maybe it’s because they’d rather support men who are naught showing to elevate in mind, and appear to be that knight Thug in dressy armor. And to be honest, I think that it’s the whole attraction to the bad boy image thing that’s clearly being projected by one favorite actors, stars, movies, music and the entertainment field that plays a part in it especially right here in the united States of Northern America, because who wants to feel like they’re living a stale life and naught the American Free dream right?

So, to you the reader of this post whether you be man, woman and or both how do you feel about this, is all the above true? Feel like you can prove otherwise without getting out of character, over sensitive and willing to at least being truthful, and honest with self for a change and quit making excuses to overlook what is clearly right before our eye’s? Feel free to comment your thoughts about this ongoing reality that we all face In These Dayz Of Tyme.

 

 

 

 

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Are People Really Using God And Jesus Name As A Front?

 

Morning thoughts of Adam. Its something how some people can talk, and try to tarnish and blemish as well as dismiss the words that were sent. JESUS AIN’T REAL, HE AIN’T (WHITE) GOD AIN’T REAL, THE HOLY BIBLE IS FICTION, ITS A SL……..AVE MASTER BOOK TO KEEP BLACK PEOPLE TAMED.

And then…. there are the other ones who call themselves really loving Jesus, really loving God, call themselves standing up, and ride or dying with their pastor and church against those who are close, and have been there when they couldn’t count on nobody

NOT EVEN FAMILY, BUT WILL HAVE THE NERVE TO DOWNPLAY ANYTHING THAT YOU HAVE TO SAY, AND TRY TO PLAY YOU LIKE YOUR SPIRITUAL WALK DO T MEAN NOTHING!

And the thing about it, it’s ya own people, family, friends etc that commit these act against you, but aren’t these the same people who brag and jump up and down talking bout they love Jesus, and they love God.

But turn right around and treat one of God’s (man) less than the man who they really praise their pastor (man with title)?

Are women really doing this to their men who are in the households? Are man doing it to women? And last, the so called city love.

I think people just ride with whoever they think is HOT and so called WINNING? It will be those outside that will be more for you than your own so called love and who say they care for you Why?

Why do ya own family, friends, children and probably even your significant other treat you so bad?

I think I found why, though, I’ve known this scripture for years, but I thought I’d share it today with those who do see value in my work, time and thoughts.

Check it out. “But Jesus said unto them, A prophet is not without honour, but in his own country, and among his own kin, and in his own house.

Need I say more? And this was written way before you and I. You mad? Be mad at the creator (God) for allowing me, to see.

Anyway, gotta go. Leave a comment, like share do whatever you feel with it, I’m just raising the question to whether all this is true or naught.

I’m out have a great Monday.

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When A Chief Speaks.

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