Some of My Experiences In Life
What am I talking about some of you, my sub’s, visitors and readers may say to self? 🤔 I am talking about the dealings that we all have to face that may appear to be different, and may not. But, I am touching on the fact that, the experiences that we all have in some way, shape and form, these experiences that we have with people in life tend to affect oneself directly or indirectly, and there is no getting around this fact. The fact that, you can have people who will be for you, stand up for you, and help you to elevate by the energy that they use to either uplift you, inspire and motivate you. By showing to want to be a part of your life and growing process in your time, or do just the opposite.
Just knowing this by pondering on much of what I’ve been through in life, and then, to have someone and or people to try and undermine, take for granted, belittle, underestimate and make it seem as if what I’ve been through in life. Which was my own struggles, and strive towards seeing, knowing and making a decision to wise up in order to grow for personal development, and what I have to say doesn’t matter. It places oneself in a mind state that, those who show to be against than for you by the projection of energy cast upon you showing that they could care less if you rise from your fall. To me, is no different than a attack on ones will, mind, heart and Spirit to exercise the goodness given.
Going Through the Necessary Experiences
So is it necessary to go through the experiences people who you look to to be there for you to end up letting you down and hurting you? Why do they choose to find reasons to conflict, fallout, pretend and play games with the ones who clearly show to be working on self and show to be in their best interest, and corner? Is it necessary? The way I see and now choose to look at it, I would say yes. I say yes, because in order to learn and know. Sometimes you just have to go through it in order to experience in order to have a better standing with who and what you’re dealing.
To deal or just choose not to when it comes to your dealings with people whomever those people may be. Just the experience in itself allows you see things for what they are, and know how to better deal, or choose to not deal at all. And this is what I’ve learned and come to realize. I’ve come to realize that, no matter what happens, it happens and for me, it happens for a reason. The reason? Maybe to be able to know in order to better discern what and who is for you, and who and what is not.
Better to know than not know, and that is where I now am at in this roller coaster world that, we call life. The reality is, is that we are living among-st the over sensitive, over emotional UN-balanced lost out of mind type of people who too are just working their way, but choosing to work in the wrong way. And even though they may feel it’s in the right way when it might not. That is the Battle of the Mind and what and how people decide they are going to see things, and feel; that is their own freewill and choice and you just have to let people have that. What I mean by that, is that no matter what you do, and how you do it, people who show to not be working towards reaching beyond base consciousness, you will be seen and looked at as less than, not know what you’re talking about and what you say shall be taken as alien to them. Especially when it comes to your dealings in Spiritual Awareness for growth, and development purposes.
Pray 4 Those Who Despite-fully Use Us
Now why would we even think about doing that when it comes to those who despite-fully use us, and show to do you wrong with intent? Because we were told to were we not? But me, I got a little deeper with it by pouring my thoughts out into the song I did called: “Pray 4 Those” for the Battle of the Mind album, which is coming soon. You also have holy scriptures like Luke 6:28 that say’s:
“Bless them that curse you, and pray for them which despite-fully use you.”
Still doesn’t feel right does it? Who would want to endure any of that? You have to really be a truly strong willed and minded individual who really loves and appreciates G-d for for it all, and being your copilot and providing protection all throughout your life. Yep, that’s me! And being that, I know how there are some people just want to keep you boxed in, because they have set limits on themselves, and is no different than the saying: “Crabs in a barrel.” Some people will only be for you so long as it benefits them, or against you to try and stop you from elevating, and reaching beyond base consciousness.
Showing some type of jealousy because you work harder to obtain the things (Tools) that will help you. Instead, they’ll try to hinder you to stop your energy flow to be and do the most for the good by purpose, not yours, but the one that may well have been set for you before your conceiving. When I look at my good side, bad side of growing up, and much of what I’ve been through, and where I am today, I tend to work towards now utilizing all of what I know and channel it because in the end, it’s all energy. To see how people jump on the what we call: “The bandwagon” of some of those who clearly show to be imposters, pretenders and wearing mask especially in these industries be it music and or entertainment. That, would clearly irritate, and make you feel very angry, because you’re saying to self: “How can those who I look to to see what I am doing now, which clearly shows the intent to make an effort to project change, and build something in order to be in a better position to give back by the work that I produce (Musical Art Works through Unique Production). Showing to be and go against me, my vision, mission and will to do so?”
See, this is one of the problems that I have with people nowadays. This is what hurts the most, to know that those who are close, and that you love, care and show by your actions that you are for them, and that you want them to grow and develop with you only for them to show just the opposite. These type of people, I feel has set limits with you from jump. #Fact Deemed a temporary, and that’s how they’ve looked at you meaning; you are only as good to and for them due to whatever the negative thinking to seeing you as a security for them until you are no longer usable. Am I lying? Women do this a lot don’t they? Pretty sure that you know some too. You’ll hear and see these type of brainwashed women brag about it just as well as men do it too. But, I see it, and have even experienced this hands on, and those are truths that no one can challenge. These type of experiences are the ones that are what I know are mentally wearing and tearing on the mind, body and spirits of man. All of it, and if you don’t know how to bring self into better alignment then you place self right in the middle of other peoples tug of war in life.
This is part of why you have all of these Identity crisis’s going on. Failing relationships, and people naught being comfortable with who they are. They’ve yet to even spend time in working on building on that in order to know so that they won’t allow self to get caught up in the web of making you give up on who and what the Creator sent, and needs you to ascend into being, a better you. And what people have shown me, is that they just don’t care, nor want nor have a need for that, because they enjoy taking on the ID ego and feel good.
Imagining that they are who they work so hard to mimic, duplicate, and clone only to be in denial of reality. You see it all around you, and just touching on this bothers people. It bothers me, in mind a bit to know that woman who you love, care and see more in hopes that she too will also see the importance of showing due diligence. Giving a damn enough to challenge her own mind in hopes that she will see, in order to know and or even want the need to make necessary changes. And dong so is only when she will show any essence of gratitude, thankfulness and appreciation for even taking the time to breath on her, and will do whatever in her power to be close to you and stay connected what’s wrong with that?
Everything that is being projected by people in this world that is fake are praised as good, and those who are showing to project the opposite is not real, and naught good. Flipping people on they’re heads, and me personally I’m just tired and fed up with it all. However, I am glad that, no matter how people will show to give up and turn on you, it doesn’t mean that you should do it to yourself. Those whom have dishonored me, offended me, Yea, the ones who, I took and considered like true friends and family or are family by blood. Who in the end only showed me, by their ways, acts and will, and refuse to see the change in me, that has been for better not worse. The ones who have shown that they would rather watch me, struggle and suffer, and could care less if I even woke up tomorrow.
The ones who chose to have show that they’d rather have no interest in me, than in me and invest in me, stand by me, and be a part of my mission, my goals, and my dreams and visions. If you are: “one or some of those people,” and can clearly see this, I just want say; I was hurt, and still hurt daily, but as I hurt I am also continuing to work on a way to also healing. Able to now see, and being able to see, I am able to learn, and by learning I am able to know the difference and knowing brings awareness to those facts. That fact that, I show to be better than you see me to be, and those facts are truth and with truth, I am able to find balance, forgive but naught forget. And I now have found the strength to forgive you, and I hope people can find it in their mind, and heart to forgive me. as well. But I won’t forget, and one thing people can never say is that, I never tried, I never reached out, and that I showed to be selfish in mind and heart with my time when they were in need and a jam and or serious situation.
I made myself avail when they were let down by those whom they confided in, showed more love, care and support and depended on only to be disappointed by those same people. But, I know that feeling very well, and I still chose to be there, and have tried to be there for people who placed conditions, and limits on what is supposed to have been undivided, which is a binding of unconditional love. And this is why the song Pray 4 Those was very important for me, to do. #CanUImagine
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